Maybe or Maybe Not....

Bridges

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Cormac's POV:
It's been two days since Meredith died in my arms. I feel like hell. I couldn't face the kids and tell them what happened. Phil took the kids to another location while I was in the house Meredith lived in for the past three months. I was walking around debating wether I should go in her room. I finally decided to go in. I opened the door and saw a letter along with a note. I got the note and it was from Phil.
- She wanted you to have this. I took the kids so u can read it on your own. P
I got the letter and sat on her bed.

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Dear Cormac,
If you got this letter then this means that I'm dead. For the past two years you never answered my calls. I'm hoping that was to protect us all of us. I just wanted to say thank you for giving me hope and something to hold on to when I needed it the most. When we first met we were just two surgeons and now we're a family of 8. By now you are confused. Not long after you left I found out that I was pregnant with a boy. His name is Jasper Phil Grey- Hayes. I named him after Phil as you can see. When I first met Phil I was skeptical about him but now I grew to call him a brother. He protected us so much and for so long. He helped me give birth to Jasper in the woods. We couldn't give birth in a hospital as they know we are dead. So I gave birth to him out in the nature. It was my only option if I didn't want the kids to see me in pain. He got a nickname " wolfie" as Ellis called him in the beginning. She nicknamed him that because he was born during a full moon. From the day that I found out I was pregnant I knew I had to protect him no matter what. I knew if anyone in your family found out about his existence they would kill him. That's why I didn't tell you in the beginning and kept him a secret. I vowed to protect him even if it cost me my death. I want you to make the same promise as well. I want you to love and take care of him because he is our child. He was created by just the two of us. I knew we never talked about having kids and marriage and for a time that scared me but the day I gave birth to him all my fears went away. I wanted as long as humanly possible to be with you and our family. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. Him and the rest of the kids. I just wanted you to know that I love you and I will always love you. No matter what. You are my everything along with the rest of our beautiful family. I know you want to meet the little guy he's 1 when I wrote this letter and I'm hoping you never get it but sometimes we don't always get what we hope for. I told Phil about this letter just in case anything ever happened. Jasper is in his room go and meet him. Take care of him for me. I will love you forever.
- Meredith

After I read the letter I hurried up and went and checked all of the rooms.I finally got to the last room at the end of the hall and gently opened the door. Their was a crib and I walked over until I saw him. He had Meredith's eyes and nose and hair. He was about 1 year and half. He was beautiful. I picked him and and sat on a rocking chair he just giggled. " I promise you Meredith, I will protect him no matter what. I owe you that and so much more." I say while looking at him. I then felt a warmness fill my body and it felt peaceful. " Meredith" I said. It was like her spirit was with me. It was her. I just cried knowing she was here.

Meredith's POV: ( in the afterlife)
I walked through Japers door and saw Cormac with him. I stood behind him watching him with jasper. I heard him promise me he would take care of him. I went over to him. I knew he wouldn't feel me or know I was their but in a way I needed him to know I loved them both. I went and hugged him from behind and jasper giggled. " Meredith" Cormac said. I was shocked and happy at the same time that he knew it was me in a way. I knew I could find peace knowing jasper was being tooken cared for. " Ready Meredith?" A voice said from the door way. I turned and saw Derek. I looked back at Cormac and smiled. " I'm ready" I told Derek. He came over and grabbed my hand and we walked out the door into the light.

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