Maybe or Maybe Not....

Ghost of you

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Cormac's POV:

          Pain. That's all i felt. I watched as Sam fell to the ground with a bullet to his head. I soon fell down the wall. I was shot. " Cormac!! I'm sorry i didn't see you or i wouldn't have pulled the trigger just then." Phil said running to my side putting pressure on the wound. " Jasper go get him." i said as he ran inside to find him and I held my wound. I watched Phil put Jasper in his car seat and run over to me. I couldn't hold any longer my eyes shut.

Dream :

" Meredith?" i ask as i see her by the cliff were we danced on our first date. She was sitting down looking so beautiful in her red dress. She turned around and my eyes met hers. " Cormac" she said getting up and running over to me and jumped into my arms. I stood their holding her in my arms for a couple minutes until i gently let her down. I looked into her beautiful emerald green eyes. " I'm so sorry for what happened." i say looking at her. She grabs my head with her hands and looks deep into my eyes. " It wasn't your fault Cormac you didn't know it was me." She told me. " Im still sorry." i replied as she chuckled at me. I grab her face in my hands and kiss her full of passion. " I don't want to ever leave you again." i tell her with our heads touching. " What about the kids?" she says. " They'll be fine they have phil." i respond. " They need you cor." she tells me, " They don't all i did was fuck up their lives." i tell her. " Can you just think about it, in the meanwhile can i have this dance?" she asks giving out her hand for me to hold. " Sure." i say taking hold of it. She pulls me by the cliff and some random music started playing.
" What the hell." i say looking at her confused. " I know its cool." she said looking at me. I grab her hip and place my other hand in hers as we swayed to the music. " Cormac stay with me buddy!" i hear someone yell. " What's happening?" i ask Meredith. " You need to make a choice you either stay here or you go back." she responds. " I'm staying." i say. " The kids need you Cor." she tells me trying to get me to go back. " No im not leaving you again." i tell her. " wake up Cor." i hear phil tell me. " You're leaving cormac, i'll see you when it's time." meredith responds. Before i had a chance to reason with her i woke up.

Reality:

I look up to see phil driving with me in back seat with jasper. " I'm taking you to the hospital, just hold on." he tells me. " No." i tell him. " you have to if you want to live." phil tells me. " That's the thing. I don't want to live if that means putting you and the kids in danger, i've done enough damage." I say to him. " Cormac Please." he tries to get me to agree with him. " No and besides i'll be with meredith, You guys will be safe and i'll be with her so it's a win win situation." i give him all the right reasons. " Fuck you." he tells me. " Excuse me?" i say sitting slightly more up and groaning in pain. " You're right and i don't want you to be." he admits. " You're my brother Cor i don't want to do that to you but you're right sadly." he says slowing down and parking. He turns around and looks at me. " Anything you want me to tell the kids?" he asked . " Yes, tell them i love them and i'm sorry for taking their mom away from them and that i'll be with her waiting for them when the time is right.  Tell jasper when he's older that he was worth it. Worth everything." i say and look at him. " I want to thank you for being here for our family and helping you didn't have to but you did. I'l forever be greatfull to you, you kept us all alive." I say looking at him and see a tear fall out. " Anytime brother. Anytime." he says grabbing my hand. " I'll see you later." i said as  I grabbed jaspers hand and kissed it and layed back down into the seat. i took my last breath and was back.   

Dream:

I was back dancing with meredith. " I love you" i tell her. " I love you too but you should've stayed." she replies. I spin her and pull her back to me.  We swayed to the music for a bit before I responded " I know but i promised i would never leave you and i'm not breaking it. Again." i said looking into her eyes. I spin her one last time before i kissed her full of passion and hugged her close to me as tight as possible. We stayed like that until she picked her head up and kissed me full of passion and love. We looked into each other's eyes knowing what was coming and smiled we were getting our happy ending maybe not in the way we expected but it was happening and we went into the light and felt peace.

A/N: Let me know what you think of this chapter :)