We'll have us

Why Try

'Why why why why" I kept repeating to myself. I thought they liked me by the time of lunch I had already gone home I walked I couldn't keep the promise to Robert and Maddie. "My thoughts and what people say damage me more than blades ever could " I repeated in my mind the dark place came out of hiding. I felt like I was being watched and you know what at this point I didn't care if they saw my old "friend " against its perfect respected spot on my wrist and they do nothing about it well it speaks for itself . my mom was out no need for that but I couldn't bring my self to do it I thought of how they betrayed me all of the beatings all of the taunting hating .I just cut nonstop the triggering thoughts wouldn't stop till the dark caved in. I mean why try to stay awake when the dark loves you way more than anyone ever has.

Sorry its depressing I know I don't know how much longer I will be working in this book but I will be trying a new book tell me what I should do it on it will be cheer and magcon or it can be dirty but I will write what you guys want.