We'll have us

Half Alive

I swear life will love me and life will hate me and somehow it decided to make the decision to have both of it.
My day started with amazing news I got in to the fashion show and wait here's where life goes "I'm making myself to easy for you hahahahaha.Fuck You
And BAM *knock**knock* The boys Hahaha ya wow what a day me in my sports bra and sweats no make up hair up in a topknot I was definitely not presentable ." Um Hi Who Are You Guys" I tried at least "Uh Hi Its Hayes And The Boys" "oh then what do you want" I say with sas "we want to say that we are ....." I stopped him "n- n- n -no you guys don't get to say that after bullying me for years you have no right to say I'm sorry so fuck off " I say to Hayes "no I can't let you go again its to much for me to handle I can't do it if you aren't in my life" "ya well you should have thought of that when I was found half alive on my bathroom floor wanting to just have it all end because of ALL OF YOU " I Yelled And With That I Shut The Door And got into Nike sports bra and Nike pros and went to the cheer gym to practice with my level 6 international team its my last year so I am going to college in 4 months
After practice
God damn i need sleep
I jumped in the shower and did the basic stuff got out and stayed in my robe awhile and thought ehh fuck it I will sleep naked I went down stairs and made salad with strawberry vinigarette and Strawberry's after i washed my face and jumped in bed took off my robe and put it next to my bed and fell asleep.