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🤎diez y nueve🤎

>2 months later>

I sat up and looked at my phone

The time read 5:45

I rolled out of bed and grabbed my outfit then changed and pulled my walmart vest on

Xavier reccomended we get a job while the trap was put on lock down so I did that

Once I was dressed I broke down crying

I dont know why I been crying so much I just break down crying out of nowhere

"Hey fairy im gonna go to have breakfast with my friend" my gg walked in

"O-okay" I sniffled and wiped my face fast

"Are you okay baby?" She came in and sat next to me

"Yeah I'm fine" I kept wiping my eyes

She began coughing aggressively after covering her mouth

"Gg have you been to get that checked out?" I sniffled

"It's fine baby I'm fine" she shook her head and got up

I watched as she left out closing the door behind her

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I pulled my bonnet off while I sat outside walmart and decided to do my edges in the car

I had knotless braids in which made life so much easier since i just had to do my edges and go

My phone started ringing so I answered it

"Where you at?" Xavier asked

"Just pulled up to work why is something wrong?" I asked

"Can we switch cars for like 3 days? I been having some of my supporters pull up on me in traffic and I'm tired of it" he explained and sighed

He decided to take social media more serious now meaning I have to watch what I say because I never know when he's making a video

His supporters know his car and dont hesitate to pull up on him in traffic so he doesn't get privacy anymore

"Yeah I got you bubs you want the car now or do you wanna wait?"

"I'm on my way up there just leave the keys in the car"

"Okay and can you get me a milkshake please?" I asked while swooping my edges

"The usual?"

"Yes"

"I got you mama- hold on I gotta go somebody just pulled up next to me" he said then hung up

I finished doing my edges then looked in the mirror and started crying again

"Daddy I wish you was still here" I tried to wipe my face

I finally calmed down and wiped my face one final time then put the keys in the pouch behind the seat

As I walked in, my mind wandered to my mom

She was supposed to come get me 2 months ago but she never came

I was thinking the worst when she first didn't come back but then I said forget it she probably left me on purpose

Now I'm feeling like what if she's in danger and really needs us to find her

I shook off my thoughts then clocked in and grabbed my big cart of stuff to go restock the shelves

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"Your milkshake mama" I heard making me stand up

"Thank you" I took it

"Did you go to the car yet?" I asked while sipping on it