REDЯUM

🤎cienta y dos🤎

"Alright so we had to make our first disqualifications tonight as you already know and I really hoped they woulda lasted longer but just i guess be glad you're closer to the money" I explained while sitting in the rolly chair

"Uhh you seen me step out of character tonight and when I pulled her outside, my boyfriend defended me because I am pregnant with his baby" I leaned forward and put my elbows on my knees

"Im uh 2 months along right now and I'm not due until March so during the whole camp I'll be pregnant" I looked at all of them

"So this will be your second baby right?" Blue sat up

"No this will be my first" I pinched the bridge of my nose

"But you were pregnant before" she squinted

"Blue drop it" Dior whispered

"I lost that baby...he passed away blue" I said while my leg began to bounce up and down again

"how did you lo-"

"I GOT SHOT OKAY? i was on my way to hawaii and i got shot. i made it but my son didnt so this will be my first child i get to see and raise"

i noticed charlies leg bouncing as she teared up

"damn you got shot and lost your baby? what the fuck did your boyfriend do?" blue went on

i began to charge at her but blaze grabbed me and charlie swung instead

i looked at blaze and started crying so i left the room, rushing to the master bedroom

i could hear lots of commotion out there but i didn't care

my tears blocked my eye sight and my head began pounding as i laid down on the bed

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i sat up finally feeling okay so i got all the way up and opened the door

blaze was pacing the living room but looked at me quick

"are you okay? i didnt wanna bother you so i sent all the girls to their rooms" he said while we both walked up to each other

"i'll be okay " i shook my head

"i was gonna come check on you but i didnt wanna bot-"

"its okay you're okay um...i owe the girls a night out can you call all of them down here please?" i asked quietly

"all of them? because blue and charlie are still up there" he squinted

"yeah but just let me handle it" i nodded

he kept looking at me with skepticism all over his face but walked away

i looked at one of the cameras and wiped my face

"this is how my business gets spread to the public.....this is not the way i wanted everyone to find out and im so sorry xavier" i said

the woman holding the camera did her job but i could see her frowning as if she felt bad for me

no more than 5 minutes later, all the girls were seated on the couch

charlie seemed to be over it but blue was mugging charlie really hard

"my whole life i never wanted kids and having a baby by brazy scared me bad too but i was having sex with him unprotected and it happened" i started

"i was terrified at first but as the months passed, i grew more and more excited. i didnt want kids but it all happened so fast, I had no choice but to be ready"