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🤎treinta y siete🤎

i unlocked the doors as tamiya ran to the car then got in sitting her one backpack on the floor

she leaned down putting her face in her hands and started crying

i pulled off driving really slow so she could get it all out before i even asked any questions

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"can i ask what happened?" i mumbled while we sat at a red light

she'd finished crying maybe 3 minutes ago but she was still sniffling

"my mommas friend tried to touch me but he didnt cuz im on my period" she said with a little bit of anger and disappointment in her voice

"has he tried before?" i carefully asked

i know first hand how hard it is to even open up about this and i know if someone asks wrong im not saying shit

she didnt say anything she just nodded slowly

"when i was a freshman.....i dated jano do you remember him?" i asked as i pulled off

she looked at me and nodded

"well....one night i blacked out and when i woke up, i wasnt wearing my clothes and my thighs felt very sore....usually when you have sex, if a mans penis is big or he's too rough you'll be sore do you know that?" i glanced at her

she looked down and nodded again

"well this pain was very bad and i dont know if it was because it was my very first time or what but i knew it wasnt consensual i just didnt know what happened...." i said while turning in a completely different direction from my house

i felt like our conversation would be long so i decided to take her to the store just so the car ride would be longer

"i didnt wanna tell on jano but he was the person i woke up with and i was in his clothes so naturally....it looked like he did it but again....i didnt wanna tell because part of me knew i didnt know the story and that'd be a big accusation" i continued

"gg made me tell and when they asked if i was sure i tried to tell them no i wasnt sure but it was like they didnt wanna hear it.....i promise i understand you ari i swear i do so with that being said i wont force you to talk and i wont keep asking questions but just know if you decide to talk, our conversation stays between me and you i wont even tell brazy you hear me?" i asked and looked at her since i was stopping at another red light

she nodded again and i could see she was crying too

"anything you ever tell me will stay between me and you i dont care what it is unless you tell me i can tell alright?"

"y-yes" she sniffled and tried to wipe her face but she kept crying

"i love you so much ari and i know you havent liked me since uncle zoomie died but i promise to always be there when you call okay?"

"i love y-you more fa-fairy" she cried

i opened the glove box and pulled some napkins out for her sitting them in her lap before pulling off

she took them and started wiping her face so i pulled my phone out to call brazy

"cause i see some ladies tonight that should be having my babyy babyy" he answered

"hey big poppa" i laughed light

(a/n chill thats the name of the song)

"wassup lady?"

"im gonna be out a little longer im taking tamiya to the store but i am gonna cook for you tonight if you still want me to" i explained

"of course and you bet not have me waiting on no bullshit either" he said