DEFENCE SYSTEM | NEWT; THE MAZE RUNNER

chapter sixteen | killed

A/N

hi guys!

I'm sorry guys, this chapter is hella short, but also sad :(

I also wanna know If you guys want more smutty content?

enjoy this chapter shanks<3

THE SAME DAY

NEWTS POV

tears. that's all I could physically feel.

sadness. that's all I could emotionally feel.

It's been hours without y/n and I'm already tearing apart. I can't go on without her. she's the one that kept me going. the one who made me smile when I didn't want too.

and the girl I was slowing falling In love with.

and I thought gettin' my limp hurt, this Is a whole other level of pain.

I've been sat by the maze doors, my back leaning on It for hours, yet It feels like a lifetime. grieving over the girl who risked her life to save others. I've never met someone so incredible like her. a person who's willing to sacrifice herself to save the lives of her friends. I want her back so badly. I need her back. In my arms. where she's safe. away from the danger. the grievers.

why does everything In my life have to turn south?

"hey man, there's a meeting, we need you there," minho said, coming closer to me.

"I'm not in the mood," I sniffled. he came closer to me, kneeling down and resting a hand on my shoulder.

"newt, you're second In command, we need you to help make the decision," he said, edging closer to me reassuringly.

"what decision?" I asked, intrigued.

"you're gonna have to find out, lets go," he said, pulling my arm up. I nodded and we began walking to the meeting hut.

me and minho walk Into the meeting hut and who do I see?

gally

"what the hell are you doing out of the slammer!?" I asked gally, already feeling the anger building up inside.

"well, alby's in the maze, so I'm taking over," gally said, putting In effort to say the word 'I'm'.

"well I'm second in command, so I should be the one taking over," I said, confused as to why I wasn't asked to host the meeting.

"not my fault you were crying over your pathetic, little girlfriend," gally said, laughing with his builder mates.

'that's it'.

I charged towards him. I didn't care If I was put In the slammer.

"woah woah!" thomas said, pulling me back.

"shut the hell up gally! don't shucking speak about her like that!" I shouted, trying to wriggle out of thomas' grip.

deja-vu

"or what?" gally said, making me push harder and harder to grab onto his neck.

"newt," tommy whispered.

"what!?" I asked, more like shouted.

"would y/n want this?" he asked me. I stopped.

'no she wouldn't' I thought and calmed down.

that name

y/n

I can't think about that name without wanting to breakdown Into sobs.