F1 One Shots

#38 Checo - Mine

MARISOL POV.: It's Saturday morning during non race weekend and a break between triple header in France - Austria and Silverstone. That day I should spend with my family or friends, or my boyfriend, but I hang out with my close friend, Sergio Perez. We know each other for quite a long time, if you consider the fact that it's 3rd team we work together with. It all started during last 1.5 years in Force India, then 2 years with Racing point and now new year with Red bull. We trust each other with pretty much everything and it's pretty special... We're really close... And because of that, I think I started to develop feelings for him... As in more than a friend... I'm scared a little, but then I remind myself that it's just Checo, and he wouldn't hurt me, and how loving, kind and sweet he is and I just... I can't help it!
And even having a boyfriend myself is not stopping me from it! Actually, me and Jason should split long time ago... This relationship is more than toxic and I need to end it! But I still don't know how....?
-Oye! Earth to Sol!?- kind and calm voice brought me back to reality.
-Hm? Were you asking something?- I asked Checo, shaking last bits of day dreaming out of my head.
-I asked about what you're thinking- he politely replied, visibly interested and concerned.
-Nothing really...- I hunged my head down.
-Jason again?!- he knows me better than I know myself.
-Yeah...- I exchaled and gave him puzzeled look -I don't know what to do anymore! I don't love him, but I still know that he won't let me go...! Even now he's probably furious, because I'm not at home...
-Then leave him! You shouldn't suffer by his side any longer...
-I know, but... When I'll try, he would hurt me! I'm sure of it!- I exclaimed and then we fell in silence for a moment, looking at each other.
-Be mine- he blurred out, taking me by suprise.
-Que?
-Leave him and be mine- Sergio clearyfied and took my hands in his -I care about you a lot, and hate to see you in tears. I know you longer than anybody else, and the only thing I want it's you being safe and happy... Marisol, leave Jason and let me show you what love truthly means...- I could see a lot of emocions in his eyes that moment... But pure and unconditional love was topping them all...
-Fine- I agreed -I'll leave him, because I love you too...- he's words gave me the courage and stranght to tell him everything. And when I did, I again saw that lovely smile of his, that one I completly adore...
Before I knew it, Checo leaned in and pressed his lips to mine in soft and gentle kiss. It was completly opposite than the rough and forcefull kisses Jason's giving me, and I actually felt safe... For the first time in a very long time I felt really safe and loved...
When we got out of breath, we pulled back, but just a little, to be able to wrap each other in tight hug. Hug which provided me with only feeling of safeness and love...
-Te quiero mucho...
-Yo tambien, te quiero...!- I mumbled, feeling tears in my eyes -If I'm gonna leave him, I need to go now...- I said, sad about the thought of leaving safety of Checo's apartment, and pulled back to look him in the eye.
-Why?
-I want to take my things away before he'll get back from work...
-Want me to go with you?
-No. I think I got it... I'll call you when I'd be going back...
-Ok- he agreed and kissed me once more -Be safe...
-I'll try..- we shared wide smiles, and then I took of from his house, to get back to mine and Jason's apartment. I needed to be quick...

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Suprisingly, I got to our shared apartment very fast. Better than that was the fact that Jason's car wasn't on the parking lot, so he wasn't at home yet... Or that's what I hoped...
I parked my car and left it locked, to go upstairs for my things. I needed to be VERY fast...
My hands were shaking, but I still managed to pack much of my stuff to different bags I owned. I didn't want to take any of his, as I wanted to erase him from my life completly.
When I was mostly packed, I started to take turns down, to pack everything in my car. It was around 3 suitcases and 3 bags, but I think I managed to fit in everything I owned and didn't get from him.
It took me 3 rounds to pack everything in my car, but I finally did it. With my soul on my shoulder I got back there for the last time... To check for sure that I got everything... And that was a mistake...
When I stood by the kitchen counter I heard that voice behind me..:
-Where do you think you're going?!
-To Angelinas' I told you already, that we're doing girls night- I told him, making excuse up and not looking at him directly.
-Look at me when I talk to you!- he shouted and pulled my arm harashly, to make me face him.
-Let me go! I'm going to Angie!
-You're not going anywhere! You never told me such a thing!- right now, he was fumming and yelling. But I didn't feel scared... Not an inch... I knew that, if I won't call Sergio in next 2 minutes, he'll sent cops. He texted that, for me to feel safe...
-I did! But you're so selfish that you don't remember!- I shouted back. And it ended with first hit. Nothing new...
-Say that again..!!
-Stop threatening me and let me go! I'm not your possesion! You can't do everything you want with me! It's not how love looks like! You're controlling freak!
-Who told you that!?
-No one! I have eyes and brain you know?!
-You brat! It's Checo, isn't it?! He told you that!
-Yeah, he did! Because he knows, as good as I do, that your behavior is not normal! You're sick! Mentaly sick freak!
-Say that again!- he said and painfully squezzed my arm, punching me in the stomach two times.
-You're mentaly sick freak and I hate you!- I yelled on top of my lungs, punched him right in the nose with my free hand and in addition pulled my knee to the chest, to hit him right where it hurts the most.
-You slut!
-Have fun in jail!- I punched him once more, managed to free myself from his grip and escape, hearing very loud sirens of the police. I locked him up in our apartment and left the keys on the doormat, along with the note for the police. Then I sprinted down, out of the bulding to my car, and quickly drove away. I wasn't in the mood for talk with the police oficers... It's obvious that I'll need to face them, but not now....

CHECO'S APARTMENT
All the way to Checo's, Sergio's been calling me. But more than his calming voice, I wanted him to hug me tightly. Luckly for me, I got there pretty quickly, left the car on the parking lot and sprinted inside. He must've see me through the window, because he's waiting for me on his doorstep.
-Sergio...
-Mi Amore!- he exchaled loudly, caght me in tight embrace and burried his face in my hair -I was SO worried! Why didn't you pick up?- instead of answering, I broke into tears, not being able to hold them any longer. Seeing this, Checo pulled us inside and locked all the locks on his door. Then, he led us to the couch and sat there, with me still in his arms.
-What happened there? Did he hurt you?- he asked, very worried, pulling back a little, to look me in the eyes.
-Yeah...- I said, my voice shaky as hell. That was when he saw slight "blush" on my cheek.
-He did that!?- I could hear how angry he got.
-Si..- I agreed and bowed my head.
-Ey, Princesse, look at me!- he plead and lifted my chin a little -You're safe now! Nothing more will happen! No one will touch you like that again, you believe me?!- I only noded, tears still falling on my cheeks -Stop crying. You're safe now...- he wasn't giving up on me, gently swiping his thumbs over my cheeks, to dry them -Do you believe me?
-More than anyone!- I whispered and hugged him again, wrapping my arms around his neck tightly. I just needed to feel safe right now...
-I won't let anyone hurt you ever again Amore! I promise!- he said and kissed my temple.
We sat in silence for couple of minutes, hugging one another tightly. Every now and then I could feel how he strokes my back gently, other hand being curled around my waist. After some time, I stopped crying, and wiped my cheeks with loud exhale.
-You feel better?
-Yeah. Gracias..- I said and looked him straight in the eye.
-Glad to hear it Princesse..- he replied and gave me light peck on the lips, but I held him closer, deepening the kiss.
-Por favor... Make me forget about him...- I know I was maybe overstepping the boundaries, but I desperetly wanted to forget. Instead of answering, Checo deepened the kiss even more, holding me in place. Every passing second was making the kiss more demanding and heated.
-I'll love you forever...- he whispered against my lips, which made me smile. Then, we slightly changed our location, not pulling one another away further than arms length. I knew that I made good choice in trusting Sergio... I knew that I can always count on him...
THE END

Not an easy topic, but with happy ending...
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