The First Day

You have been acting weird (TW)

When my Aunt came back with Isa she asked if I was ready to go and I nodded. The car ride was silent other then isa telling us about her day. I didn't know what we were doing but when she pulled into a restaurant I felt my knees go weak. I can't eat I need to lose weight and if I tell my Aunt I'm not hungry she's not going to believe me. I was screaming internally then and idea popped in my head I'll just tell her my stomach hurts and I'll just order water. We got into the restaurant and took a seat at the table in the corner furthest away from the door. The waiter came up to us and asked us what we wanted to drink I said a water isa said chocolate milk and my aunt said lemon water. We sat and talked for awhile and then the waiter came back with out drinks and asked if we were ready to order my Aunt nodded she had chicken  parmesan isa had chicken tenders and fries I said I didn't want anything because my stomach hurt. "Abby are you sure you don't want anything" I just simply nodded and she eyed me skeptically but let it go we talked for a little while and then the food came and I excused my self to the bathroom. I went into the stall and did my business but when I came out I saw Ms.Paulson so I tried to hide my face as much as I could but it was no use she still saw me. "Abby I tried to call you are you okay you didn't come to school today" I responded very bluntly with " yeah I'm fine I woke up late and just decided to stay home". She just nodded and said "well I hope to see you tomorrow" I smiled and said " you will my Aunt won't let me skip two days of school" and I walked out of the bathroom as fast as I could. When I got back my Aunt and Isa were done so my Aunt paid and we left. When we pulled into my drive way I ran upstairs and pulled out a bag that I only save for my bad days. Weed was the only way to make me happy anymore. I walked downstairs and asked my Aunt if I could go for a walk she nodded and I walked out the door.
I went to the park and sat on the bench it was dark so no one would be able to see me I packed the bowl with the help of the street lamp. Brought the lighter up to my face and inhaled the drug. I did that until the bowl was kicked and decided I should go back home I put a peace of gum in and put hand sanitizer on so my aunt couldn't smell it on me. When I got home I walked straight up stairs so my aunt couldn't see my eyes because I'm sure they were red and when I get high I get a really bad lazy eye. I sat in my room and listened to music and just laid in my bed and laughed at random things that popped into my head then my Aunt came in to say good night I said good night with my raspy voice. Then I realized that didn't have any water and cotton mouth is a bitch so I snuck downstairs as quietly as possible grabbed a bottle of water and went back up to my room. The drug made me tired so I decided I would go to sleep. This is the only time I can sleep is when I'm high so I take advantage of it as much as I can.
I woke up to my blaring alarm and I looked at and it was set for 6 am and I wasn't sure why and then I remembered last night I set it so I could wake up before my Aunt and get High before school. So I went outside from the back door smoked two bowl and then went back inside to get ready I wore a Fleetwood Mac sweatshirt and black leggings. I put on sunglasses and did my hair and I was ready. I walked downstairs gave isa a kiss on the head and told my Aunt good bye I decided to walk to school today because I was high and didn't trust my self to drive. When I walked in I realized my first class was English so I grabbed my shit and walked into the class. Ms.Paulson looked at me weird and I didn't know why and then I realized I had my good up and my sun glasses on. She went through the lesson and I zoned out the whole time then all the sudden I had the urge to laugh for no reason but I held it in. Before class ended she came up to me and said " can you stay after class we need to have a serious conversation" I just sighed and nodded my head. I wonder if she knows I'm high but honestly at this point I don't give a shit I'm so sick of everyone worrying about me I had to take care of myself since I was 7 I'm perfectly fine. Class soon came to end and I waited until everyone left. I walked up to Ms.Paulson and she looked at me really suspiciously "Abby why do have a  and sunglasses on" instead of making up a really bad lie I just decided to tell the truth I don't care if she tells my aunt at this point. "I'm high anymore questions or should I go to my next class" she looked stunned at how I answered that I don't think she knew what to say as I was going to walk out she grabbed my arm "detention after school and then you can tell me was possessed you to come to school high" I just rolled my eyes and nodded. I have to call my Aunt and tell her I got detention again. I started to call her and she picked up rather quickly.
"Hey I was just calling to tell you I have detention again I'll be home at 5"
"Abby how did you get detention again"
"Apparently I was giving Ms.Paulson attitude"
"Okay I guess I will see you at 5"
I kinda felt bad I feel like I disappointed her but what's new i disposing everyone
A/n
This is a really long and crazy chapter I hope you like it and please message me for any ideas you have for this book I can't think of much
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