𝐒𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭- 𝐡𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐬 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐍𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

Y/n

Daddy issues am I right ? They suck

I was once human I was happy or that's what they would say every night shutting my eyes tightly as I hear both my parents arguing .

No man could've broken my heart first my dad was the first to do it I was three at the time . He came back from a trip he was away for months when he did bother to show up my mother knew what he had done she cried all those months yet I was so naive .

He came home , and my mom fought with him one tiny fight one hand raise towards my mother as she told him to leave us she didn't needed him. He use me as a tool and ask me if I wanted him to be with me

Of course my dad was my hero and my favorite person I always slept with his tshirts and the stuff animal he gave me

So my mother let him stay since she was again bearing his child .

We later move with my grandpa and my step grandma and her brother .

So naive of a child of five years of age I didn't know when I was being sexually touched by a older man .

After going through that later on as I became older I found out what that sick bastard did to me I felt
So disgusted

My father still In his ways instead of giving us money he took from my mother

My poor mother then got really sick for working day and night yet he was still a dog

One time I had enough of his attitude so I got
Up and yell at him

Boy that ended bad making him slam me on the bedroom closet making my back bruised

I didn't cry . But then and there I lost all my love for my father he was no longer my hero

My mother was at work she didn't find out I didn't want them to argue

Then I hit seventeen years old she told me
How I had a stepsister and my dad's unfaithfulness

I cried for her . She didn't take drugs or pills

But I ended up taking drugs which broke my mother and I was sad and embarrassed but my father always belittled me

Making me feel bad about myself pushing me a lot and I was constantly bullied crying myself
To sleep

I felt like a failure my mom was now on her deathbed

I felt so lost and I had suffer from a abusive relationship I was broken

That night I became a angel .

I jump off the cliff and landed in the ocean .

Watching now over my mom she blame herself and she ended up setting my father on fire for making me suffer .

She didn't make it to heaven .

"Are you okay ma'm?" The cab driver says as I look out the window

There he was looking at the girl besides him as she wraps her arms around him .

Thoughts of a wedding ring of us together was flushed down the toilet

Giving a man your heart is suicidal

They lean together and she kisses him
And he deepened the kiss

God I'm such a idiot with a idiot

I pick up the phone and call
Him he soon picks up

"Hello y/n?" He says looking at the girl

"How's work?" I said

"It's fine babe I'll call you later love ya" he said hanging up the phone as he goes with the girl inside the hotel  laughing together.

"Drive" I motion the driver as I lit up my cigarette and stare out into the sky

A small tear escapes but I clean it off quickly

A chuckle escapes my lips it's like history trying to repeat itself

Once I got to the apartment I lock the doors and began to pack all my clothes and things I need

Using my teleportation I move all my stuff out with
My powers to Greece a small apartment complex I have as my vacation home

My apartment look like no one was ever there taking the dogs with me I look back and left a picture
Of  him and the girl before closing the portal

Maybe I'll be free I always had my peace but I was never free

I was never truly free , I was never truly happy .

Maybe a new city , different atmosphere is whar
I needed .

Let's see if I can keep running though .