I want you to be in my shoes for just a day and tell me if you hurt.
Comparing yourself to me is no good.
When you get a thrill from cutting yourself, feeling the pain and see the blood rush
When all you do is fear your mind will haunt you and it does when you shut your eyes
When you have to stop every one else from going but you wouldn't mind if you went
When you have to constantly hide in your room or hope you don't have to go home because that's where it gets worse
Where you have to force yourself to eat and when you do you want to cry and never stop
When you can't look yourself in the mirror without getting this sick feeling in your stomach because you see the monster you are
When you know your mind has finally won and you go with it instead of fighting it
When music is the only thing that keeps you sane and keeps you from going off of someone
When you constantly think of ways you could end your life but fear someone will see you attempting them.
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Writer's Life
RandomHey guys! so I have decided to take my feelings out in a better way then cutting so I decided to write. Everything in here is straight from my heart and no editing was put in to it. All of this is what I feel. So let me know what you guys think. Don...
