I'm scared. I don't want be suicidal anymore. I don't want to starve myself anymore. I don't want to feel the need to self harm anymore. I want to be able to smile for real instead of fake smiles. I want to be happy again. I don't know what to do. My mind is a bad place I'm scared one day I won't wake up.
I don't know what to do anymore. All adults in my life either say its a phase or make fun of me for it. All of other people are too immature to understand the reality of the situation. I'm... I'm just scared
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Writer's Life
De TodoHey guys! so I have decided to take my feelings out in a better way then cutting so I decided to write. Everything in here is straight from my heart and no editing was put in to it. All of this is what I feel. So let me know what you guys think. Don...
