If I was gone would you suddenly care? Would you be so kind as to shed a tear?
Or would you act as you do now and it not bother you one bit.
Life still goes on so why can't you let me pass by?
See you would fight me if I said I wanted to go, you would make me stay.
But then you would go and try to leave too.
But that's not fair I can not stay here without you.
I'm only here still to protect you from your demons telling you its time. See I have died a long time ago.
I just can't let you know.
My spirit is gone but I'm physically here.
To keep you from the spirits of the night.
You see darling, I never once cared about myself.
It's all been about you.
So if you go.
I do too.
See everyone would notice and miss you if you were gone.
From you, there would be no moving on.
Then there's me, I'm a nobody.
If news of my silly little death got out,
Everyone would scream and shout.
They would say "finally that nobody was gone.
She was just a freak.
A waste of space.
Everything is so much better."
My family would especially be happy.
They wouldn't have to hear me complain or cry anymore.
I tried.
But I failed you.
I honestly deserve to go too.
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Writer's Life
AcakHey guys! so I have decided to take my feelings out in a better way then cutting so I decided to write. Everything in here is straight from my heart and no editing was put in to it. All of this is what I feel. So let me know what you guys think. Don...
