Writer's Life

Bands

At first there was a girl, she had seen me struggle in life and seen me almost end everything and forget about the idea of living when she stepped it.

She stepped it and rescued me. The very reason I'm still here... Unfortunately. She's the reason I'm still living, dealing with everything.

I only say it that way because later she ended up giving up on me because we were "drifting apart" when I know the actual reason. It was the worst thing ever when I thought of how I tried the hardest to fight for the girl who I saved and who I called part of my family. She was part of me that broke off and died. That Happend to be the happy part of me. Which left this sad person, this dried up person, this suicidal person.

Bands had stepped in and changed my point of view some what. I had been introduced to people with interesting stories like mine and similar stories as mine that I help and can actually help and talk to.

They are the reason I am still here right now. So when you tell me "its just music" or "I don't like that band" it seriously pisses me off. If you don't like it, don't listen. But you don't understand the meaning to me. It has continued to save me multiple times and still does now. Even though I'm thinking of a "date"

Bands are my life. Music is my heart beat and the blood that runs through my body.