Bulimia is a eating disorder where I binge then I puke up what I just ate.
Anorexia is where I starve myself with no food what so ever.
First it was anorexia now its becoming bulimia .
I'm a monster that has been created when you look in my eyes demons are staring you in the face. Laughing at me, at what I've become.
Either I don't eat and I'm anorexic or I eat and it becomes bulimia. I don't know why I have become who I have. But my demons prevent me from eating and sleeping. It takes everything to not punch the mirror or cry about what I see when I look into it. My monsters consume everything I am. I can only think of one way out. But I'm not allowed. My family knows and makes fun. They couldn't tell a difference if I were gone. I don't know what I have become but I hate who I see. I don't see me. I see a monster playing tricks on me. Killing every inch of my happy. Wanting me to go so badly. I think I lost my fight. I'm done saying I tried and ready to say goodbye.
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RandomHey guys! so I have decided to take my feelings out in a better way then cutting so I decided to write. Everything in here is straight from my heart and no editing was put in to it. All of this is what I feel. So let me know what you guys think. Don...
