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chapter21/ just like that?

Scar's pov

I unlock my door and Justin is sitting in the kitchen with his head in his hands

I slam the door shut to make my presence known and his head immediately shoots up

"God Scar. You scared me" he says exhaling

I just bitterly laugh and walk to My room. Not ours.

I take off my shoes and turn around to Justin standing in the door way

"Look Scar I-" he starts and I turn back to the mirror

"What? What are you going to say? That you dont love me so your leaving?" I say taking my fishtail out and fluffing my hair

Je just sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose with his index finger and thumb.

"Listen to me Scarlett! I cant keep loving you if you still have feelings for Luke!"

what is he even talking about?

"What? What does Luke have anything to do with us? If you haven't noticed Justin, I am here with you not him!" I spat. He makes me furious sometimes

"Scar, you think I haven't noticed that you still have his ring on?" he says glaring at my hand. How did he even find out he gave it to me.

"Or how when Luke's band comes on tv you stare at Luke. Scar, you make it so obvious. And I have tried to ignore it and pretend you just care about the boys still, but no. I am done." he says turning away from me and walking into the hall leaving me before i can answer.

I dont love Luke. Do I?

I feel like my heart just shattered into a million pieces because he just said we were done. Just like that.

"Look, I dont want to fight about this. I want to be ok afterwards. Not saying that we have to be best friends, but i would like to end on good terms and just say friends." He says walking back into the room towards me causing me to take a step back. When he notices he stops walking

"Ok" I whisper and look away holding my arm for some support and letting a single tear slip.

I can see him out of the corner of my eye and he nods and walks out without another word

Thats when I start to cry

Why cant I just be happy and keep a boy?

Is there something wrong with me? Why do I still have to care about Luke after he hurt me?

I collapse on the floor and bring my knees up and rest my elbows on my knees while running a hand through my hair

Deep breaths Scar

It's ok.

No its not.

I sit there for a while thinking everything over and the one thing that bothers me the most is that Justin thinks I am still in love with Luke.

I mean sure,I still care for him and I may pay more attention to him than the other guys when he comes on t.v but that doesnt mean I still love him right?

I am so confused it makes my brain hurt, so I decided a nap will do just fine.

I go to sleep and all I can think is

just like that its over?

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Justin's pov

I should have not tweeted that

Scar will see it. Im such an ass.

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What feels like an eternity, Scar finally gets home and slams the door telling me shes here. And shes pissed

great she saw it.

I jump and look up and she is definitely mad.

"God Scar you scared me." I say exhaling

She just bitterly laughs and walks into the bedroom

I walk to the room and shes taking off her shoes and when she's done she notices me and stares at me waiting to speak

"Look Scar I-" I start but she cuts me off

"What? What are you going to say? That you dont love me so your leaving?" She says taking out her hair from the weird braid thing

I sigh and pinch the bridge of my nose

"Listen to me Scarlett! I cant keep loving you if you still have feelings for Luke!" I yell and she looks at me like she is pissed but about to cry.

This kills me because I do still care about her and love her even if she doesnt love me back.

"What? What does Luke have anything to do with us? If you haven't noticed Justin, I am here with you not him!" I spat. He makes me furious sometimes

Scar, you think I haven't noticed that you still have his ring on?" he says glaring at my hand. How did he even find out he gave it to me.

"Or how when Luke's band comes on tv you stare at Luke. Scar, you make it so obvious. And I have tried to ignore it and pretend you just care about the boys still, but no. I am done." I try to say calmly then turn to go get my bags that are in the hall.

"Look, I dont want to fight about this. I want to be ok afterwards. Not saying that we have to be best friends, but i would like to end on good terms and just say friends." i say setting down my bag and taking a step forward which causes her to take a step back. Well this is painful.

"Ok" Is all she whispers. She looks away from me holding one of her arms letting a tear slip, and I wanted so badly to wipe away her tear. Instead I stay put.

A couple more seconds go by before I just decide to nod and leave

As soon as I close the door I hear her start crying

I feel like such an ass. But I must let her go.

And just like that its over

a/n
shortish and crappy chapter but hey. sad that Sustin is over thooo( ew @ that ship name)

enjoy :)