Start again|| book two

chapter 24/ what are we

Luke's pov

oh my god

im kissing Scar

im actually kissing her. Like her lips are on mine

and oh fuck how i have missed it.

im just surprised she didnt push me off of her. It was a pretty ballsy thing to do.

we have been kissing for about a good 2 minutes before i pull my head away resting my forehead on her's and watch her slowly open her eyes

"i forgive you" she breathes out not breaking eye contact

i dont reply i just kiss her again

"wait." she says pushing me off of her

damn it. i knew this would happen

"what is this?" she says gesturing between us

oh shit

"i.. i dont know. what do you want it to be?" i say stuttering a bit

"i dont know. i dont want to rush into it. but damn i just stopped missing you. and now im all confused. damn you" she says running a hand through her messy pony and then lightly laughing at the end

"im sorry. but once you said you and Justin broke up i wanted nothing else but to have you in my arms" i say truthfully looking at her the whole time

and she just pulls mg shirt and smashes her lips into mine.

i pull away and just sigh and she looks at me confused

"well Scar. I know you dont want to go to fast, but would you like to be my girlfriend" i ask and she just nods enthusiastically while biting her lip then jumps on me wrapping her legs around my waist and my arms snake around her securing her so she doesnt fall and she kisses me.

"forget moving to fast. i miss you too damn much." she says into the kiss causing me to laugh at her

i set her down and intertwine our fingers

she looks down and smiles at our hands and squeezes my hand then looks back up at me and smiles

her smile is so damn beautiful

i cant help but smile back.

we walk out to her van and i ask her if she wanted to go back to my hotel and hangout and she said sure

so i told her driver ,which i now know his name is James , our hotel name and with in 20 minutes we were there

we walk in hand in hand and of course paparazzi was there and through questions at us asking if we were back together and we ignored them obviously. I know there will be pictures tomorrow of us holding hands

and i honestly could care less

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we walk in and Jillian and the boys snap their heads from the tv and look at our hands that are still intertwined and they smile

"oh my god" Jillian whispers and drops her jaw and the guys all cheer

Jillian gets up from the couch quickly and runs and grabs Scar dragging her into her and Calums room with a confused looking Scar behind her

"what was that about?" Calum asks raising his eyebrows

"i have no idea" i say looking at the now closed door then turn back to the guys who have these dumb smiles on their faces

"what?" i ask acting as if i dont know why they are so happy

"your back together with Scar arnt you?" Ashton says smiling and Michael wiggles his eyebrows then Calum smiles wider

"maybe" i say smirking and then walk into the "Kitchen" more like a mini fridge and a sink

"I knew it! Congrats mate! you finally got the balls to work it out!" Michael says clapping his hand on my back and it kind of hurt

ok it hurt a lot

shh

"ok. yes i did. So you can make all the whipping noises you want but im happy so i dont care" i say then open the mini fridge to pull out a cold piece of pizza

i grab a paper plate then throw it into the microwave for a minute then turn around to the guys

"we arnt going to make fun of you. we are actually happy that you and Scar got back together for two reasons. One, you will stop being so damn sad all the time. And two, we love and miss Scar, possibly even more than you" Ashton says making Calum and Michael to nod their heads in response

"psh. no. And i was not always sad!" i say defending myself

"yes and yes you were! You wouldnt come out with us, or even respond to us half the time!" Calum says throwing his arms up exaggerating

"ok maybe i was sad. but i was- am in love with her." i say correcting myself

and here is fhe whipping noises

"ha ha" i say bitterly then take my slightly less cold piece of pizza out of the microwave

"ok ok we're sorry. But we are just happy for you" Calum says laughing and putting a hand ok my shoulder

"oh yea. Can really feel the love" i say sassily and rolls my eyes

"oo sassy Luke, hot" Michael says then winks and we all laugh at him

i finish the pizza and throw away my trash and we walk back to the "living room" or whatever people call it and see Jillian and Scar walk out of Calum's and Jillian's room

when Scar see's me she smiles instantly and Jillian just kind of looks at me.

"dont hurt her again" Jillian whispers looking at me seriously while walking past me

i just nod and wrap my arm around her shoulder and walk over to the couch to sit down

we all watch tv and im so happy that we are all back together hanging out

but i cant help but wonder what they talked about..

a/n

whoops SCAR AND LUKE YAY

ENJOY