Start again|| book two

chapter 18/ award shows

Scar's pov

tonight i have to got to go to the People's Choice Award

im nominated for Favorite Break Out Artist

and im really excited

my first music award show that im the famous one , and not just with a famous group

so i have to go to the awards place to get ready before the actual show

i wish i could invite Jillian. And i would say i would want to invite Justin but he is nominated for Favorite Male Singer (a/n ik he wasnt nominated for that but he wasnt nominated for anything soo) But Jillian might be there because the guys are also nominated for the same award as me..

and im nervous

im just happy i dont have to perform like Justin is going to

i think Justin can tell im nervous too

we are currently just having a lazy day until we need to get ready

im laying down with my feet in his lap and he is sitting up at one end of the couch

but i cant relax

i want this award so bad

i want to thank everyone. My fans, my agents

oh shit i havent even thought of an acceptance speech

eh i'll do it later

i just continue to watch tv and try to forget about everything

"what are you thinking about?" Justin asks rubbing my leg

"hmm? oh nothing" i lie looking at him then look back to the tv

he stops rubbing my leg

aw no

it felt good, keep doing it.

"hey that felt good" i say looking at him

"Scar whats the matter?" Justin asks once again in a serious tone

i sigh

"nothing Justin. Im ok ,really" i say then smile a fake smile

he just continues to stare at me emotionless

"ok ok, geesh" i say sitting up taking my feet off of his lap

"ok im just nervous for the award show, and im nervous to see Luke." i say sighing

"one: you will be fine. Im almost positive that you will win that award. And two: who cares about Luke, he's a douche ." Justin say grabbing my shoulders making me face him

yes, i told Justin what happened and how he cheated on me and Justin now dislikes Luke very much

"ok thank you, makes me feel slightly better" i say smiling at him and he raises his eyebrows

"oh no. That wont do. I need to make you feel completely better." Justin says with a smirk and then he swoops me up from the couch and i scream

"Justin what are we doing!" i yell at him and he throws me down on my bed and gets on top of me then starts kissing me

hot damn

"oh this definitely makes me feel better" i say breathing heavy when we break apart and he just smiles and kisses me again

soon shirts and pants were off

then we---

you dont really need to know ;)