Start again|| book two

chapter 5/ breakup songs

a/n LISTEN TO SONG (lyrics down there) and if it doesnt work the song is called Forget Forever.

Scar's pov

As soon as I got out of the elevator I quickly got a cab to go back to the airport. All I want to do is go home.

He pulls up to the curb and I just throw a $20 dollar bill at him and get out and murmur a quick 'thanks' while slamming the door

I fast walk up to the lady at the front desk and she gives me a concerned look I just give her a tight lipped smile and ask her when the next flight to Los Angeles is. She types in her computer and looks up and gives me a pity smile then tells me the next one is in 15 minutes.

"Would you like a ticket?" she asks looking up from the screen

"Yes please" i say smiling and she books me a ticket in coach

I don't really care, as long as i'm out of this damn state soon. I say a 'thank you' to the lady and take my ticket from her. I walk over to an empty seat by my gate and I slump down in my chair. I sigh and put my head in my hands.

All I can think of is why? Why did he do this?

Maybe it wasn't what it looked like? No Scar, what else could it be? But maybe I should of given him a chance to explain..

While i'm having an internal conflict with myself all I can think is eating about 20 cartons of ice cream, but right now I just am waiting to get the fuck out of here.

I hear my flight get called and I jump up grabbing my bag and running to give the lady my ticket.

I'm the first person in my row so i just take the liberty of taking the window seat. When a older man who looks about 50 sits next to me and I sigh

It's not Justin. I liked Justin..I hope I get to see him again.

I pull out my song notebook and start writing down everything I feel.

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I turn on my phone as i walk out of the airport looking for a cab when I see I have a couple of text from Luke saying he's "sorry" and he "hopes I can atleast forgive him".

I just sigh because I don't want to deal with that right now and look at my missed calls.

2 missed calls from Sally
1 missed call from mom
1 missed call from Joey ( the one in my band) 15 missed calls from Luke

I end up calling Sally back because she called me the most and I wanted to know what was so important

"Hello? Scarlette?" Sally says sounding worried

"Yes? you called? Sorry I was on the plane." I say back

"I was worried when you didn't answer. So what time are you coming back from Nevada?" she asks

"That's why I was on the plane... I already came back." I say awkwardly

"Oh, I thought you were coming back later tonight." Sally says with a sad tone

"It didnt really go as planed.." I say with a forced laugh.

"I'm sorry hun. Do you want to come to the studio?" Sally said confused

"Yeah I guess, but on the bright side I wrote a song on the plane!" I say smiling

"Well okay then! I cant wait to hear it! Meet me at the studio in 1 hour! Bye see ya!" She says