Start again|| book two

chapter 26/ write your name

a/n and this will also pick up where the last chapter ended and this song idk i liked it i kinda think it goes a little to the this chapterrr

Luke's pov

when Scar said her first time was with Justin, first my heart broke. then i got mad.. but i cant be mad. We were broken up.

Just i wish...

i sigh to calm my self down and i cant tell Scar is nervous because she wont stop biting her lip

i took her hand and led her to my room and we sit down on the bed criss cross facing each other

i hear the front door close signaling that the others left for privacy

thank god

i go to speak but she beats me too it

"Look, i know you're mad or disappointed or whatever. But the thing is. We weren't together. I'd be disappointed too if you had your first time before we got back together. I didnt know that we would ever get back together. And it was most certainly not just to get back at you. I didnt do it out of spite. And as much as you do not want to hear it, I loved him." she says looking at me and then inspects my face looking for my reaction

when she said she loved him my heart tore a bit

but she said lovED. Past tense. she doesnt love him anymore

i think..

we sit in silence and i can tell she is getting frustrated with me not talking. She sighs and puts her hand to her forehead while closing her eyes

"ok" i start and she opens her eyes and stares at me expecting more

"I am not mad at you. Just a bit hurt. I wish i was your first, but i cant help that we were broken up . I wish i wasnt so dumb and let her stay in my room or even in my shirt. I cant go back. But i just need to know that you do not love him anymore?" i ask then let out a breath that i didnt realize i was holding in i look down waiting for her reply

"Thank you, and no i do not love him anymore, i love you Luke, and he never loved me which made it so much harder to let go. But I realized that wasnt the one for me. And i wish you were my first to. But why is this and argument? I was not your first so why does it matter that you weren't my first, and not saying i didnt want you to be, but why was it such a big deal?" she asks and i can feel her looking at me

she picks up my hand from leg and holds it.

"it was a big deal because you would of been the first person that I actually loved to do that with. And it bothers me even more because it was with Justin. I've heard about him before you two got together. He was not such a nice guy. He got into many relationships, and i did t want him to hurt you. I didnt tell you because he made you happy so that made me happy. Im honestly surprised that you guys lasted that long. I am also just upset because i had you, then i let you slip through my fingers and he just swooped in and took you. He didnt care about you, and he took something so damn special. So yes it bothered me that he wa-" i say looking everywhere but get cut off my Scar's lips molding with mine

we are both on our knees and she slowly lays down on her back so now i am on my elbows

this is getting heated and i dont know what to do

i pull away and she looks at me confused with her little swollen lips

"what?" she breathes out

"i.. i didnt know if you wanted to go this far." i say awkwardly and she just smiles and pulls my shirt kissing my again

"well i'll take that as a yes" i mumble onto her lips and she just laughs into the kiss and flips us over so she is straddling me

oh damn ..

"thats hot" i mumble and she just smiles

did i say that out loud?

i did.. well thats kind of embarrassing

we kiss again for what feels like ages and then i go and reach into my drawer and pull out the package and she just looks at it then me

"did you plan this or did you already have them there" She asks looks at it in my hands

i grab her chin to make her look at me

"no i didnt plan this but i had no where else to put them since i didnt need them" i say and she just smiles and kisses me again

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Scar's pov

i wake up and see Luke sleeping next to me

with his hair that is sticking up all over the place and his slightly parted lips

He is so cute. Even sleeping.

i get up and grab shirt from on the ground and slip it on then i slip my underwear back on

i walk to the bathroom and put up my hair into a poor pony and then look for a spare tooth brush

i bend over to check in the cabinet under the sink and when i do i get a slap on the ass

i jump and almost scream then turn around to slap a smirking Luke on the arm

"You ass. You scared the hell out of me, plus that hurt" i say looking back at my butt and rubbing it

"i can do that" Luke says then winks and goes to rub my butt but i slap his hand away

"stop you cheeky bastard" i say then squat down this time to find a extra toothbrush and successfully find one

"aha! i found it" i say holding up the toothbrush and Luke just raises his eyebrows

"i needed to brush my teeth ok" i say waving the toothbrush in front of his face and he just rolls his eyes and grabs his toothbrush and put toothpaste on it

we brush our teeth and look at each other in the mirror and i cross my eyes and just rolls his eyes and spits then i spit after him and cup some water in my hand and spit while he does the same thing

i walk out of the bathroom and grab a comb off of the table and take out my pony to just try to get out some of the knots out of my hair

i throw it up into a messy bun and i put on some of Luke's sweat pants the walk out to see Jillian sitting on the couch wrapped up in a blanket

"hey where is everyone?" i ask and Jillian just turns to me and then smiles

"well after we all went out we came back about an hour later and you two were asleep with the door locked so the guys just left to go get food and im sitting here watching re runs of F.R.I.E.N.D.S." she says the looks down to my outfit

"you had sex didnt you" she asks smirking

"maybe " i say looking over my
shoulder and then quickly walking into the kitchen

"Scarlette Elizabeth Adams you had sex didnt you" she says getting up from the couch and following me into the kitchen

"yes ok. now be quiet" i say shushing her

"i never knew your middle name is Elizabeth" Luke says making me jump and turn around to a smirking Luke

"well i chose not to tell you for a reason" i say back sassily putting my hands on my hips

he mimics me and i just roll my eyes and go back to sit on the couch

"well now i will call you Scarlette Elizabeth forever" Luke says sitting down next to me

"NO" i say turning to him with wide eyes and he just laughs

asshole

"nope you are now forever Scarlette Elizabeth" he says smiling widely

"ugh" i sigh

thanks a lot Jillian..

a/n
i ended it here bc i didnt know where i was going with it after the fight and im hella tired

GNITE AND ENJOY BABES