Start again|| book two

chapter 14/ waking up sore

Scar's pov

i wake up and i feel like i cant move..

i open one eye at a time and i see that im next to Justin and i try to move but it hurts too much

i feel weird..

i look underneath the covers to see that im completely naked

how the fuck did this happen?

i look at Justin and see love bites and scratch marks on his back and neck

thats when memories flood into my head

oh jesus

i gave my virginity to Justin

holy fuck

holy didlly dang darn

but i cant help but smile because i really do think i love him..

oh god i hope i didnt say that last night

i slap my head just thinking about it but it hurts to move anything so i wince in pain

damn me

so i try as much as i can to sit up and pull the covers up with me and i scan the room for any clothes

the first thing i see i Justin's shirt and i just slowly get up and basically crawl over to it

then i grab underwear and a sports bra from the clean clothes basket that is beside my bed

i slip those on best i can without screaming in pain and get up

i failed

miserably..

i get up and instantly fell back down.shit this hurts worse than cramps

i wonder if Justin was a virgin?

i look back from my crawling position and look at the sleeping beauty

yes i said sleeping beauty

because he is so damn beautiful

but i cant help but feel that i wanted Luke to be my first.

No Scar stop.

He obviously doesn't love you,and obviously Justin showed that he loves you

i atleast hope so he showed me

i shake the thought off and attempt to get up by holding on the dresser

and i succeed

yes!

i shuffle down the hall and see Jillian sleeping on the same small couch as last night

i throw a pillow at her and she falls off the couch

i laugh but i stop because it hurts.i almost break down in tears

i fall on the floor and try to hold back the tears that are threatening to spill and Jillian rushes over to me

"are you ok? what happened!?" She yells but i shush her because Justin is still sleeping

"why does it hurt so bad afterwards?" i say letting a tear stream down my face.

"wha-" Jillian starts but stop figuring out what i was talking about

"HOLY SHIT YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY!" Jillian screamed

"hey say it a little louder. I dont think Africa heard you" i say sarcastically and rolling my eyes annoyed

"im sorry, but holy poop! You lost your virginity to Justin!" she whisper yells

"yess shh." i say holding my finger to her lips

"and i dont want anyone to find out, that's embarrassing that i was still a virgin" i say hiding my face in my hands

"i dont think it's embarrassing. I think its cute" a voice says scaring me

"oh no" i say without looking up from my hands knowing that the voice was Justin's

"im going to go" Jillian says awkwardly and grabs shoes and her keys then walks out the door

"its really not anything to be embarrassed of, i didnt lose my virginity till last year to this girl that i wish i didnt even know her" he shrugs trying to make me feel better

"your also 17, and im 19" i say looking up from my hands

"soo? i wish i would of waited, i was just a horny 16 year old" Justin says slightly laughing
and i cant help but laugh too

"ok ok, now can you please go get me medicine. Because i currently cant move from this spot" i say looking at him then look at the kitchen where the medicine is

he just chuckles at me then comes and picks me up bridal style and lays me on the couch

"oomf" i say when he sets me down and he just looks at me with a sympathetic look.

"what medicine do you want?" he asks looking at me

"Advil? Morphine?" i say slightly laughing

"well im all out of Morphine but i think you have Advil " he says laughing and bends down to kiss my forehead and i smile

he walks into the kitchen and opens the wrong cabinet

"wrong. its the one next to the microwave" i say laughing

"oh sorry, the first thing i think of when im cooking something in the microwave is 'hmm i bet some drugs would taste good with this " he says sarcastically

"shut up and just give me medicine you ass" i say rolling my eyes

"yes ma'm" Justin says then grabs Advil from the cabinet then grabs a bottle if water from the fridge

he walks over to me and like the ass he is, he acts like he's going to throw it at me and of course i flinch which makes me wince in pain

"Oh shit Scar im sorry" he says setting down the bottle of water and Advil bottle

"its not ok you butt face" i smile weakly showing him ok

he just smiles and hands me the bottle of pills and water

i take 3 pills and chug it down with the water

he comes and helps me sit up then lays down, bringing me to lay on him

he then messages my tummy

"what a good boyfriend" i say smiling and he chuckles underneath me making me vibrate

"when did i become your boyfriend?" he asks smiling and raising an eyebrow

damn it

"shit. well, this is awkward.." i say starting to get red in the face

"well, Scarlette Adams?" he starts and i make a face at my full name

"yesss?" i say raising my eyebrows looking up at him

"would you, Miss Scarlette Adams like to be my, Justin Beiber's, girlfriend?" he asks looking at me

"i guess so" i say nonchalantly but i cant help but smile

i turn over on my stomach and kiss him and he kisses back smiling into the kiss

"wowzers, losing my virginity and a boyfriend all in one day, to much excitment" i say sarcastically then laugh

and he laughs with me and grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers while bringing it up to his lips and he kisses my hand

i smile and slowly become more and more tired and soon let sleep overcome my eyes

a/n

yea... so i cant write smuts without laughing at myself so i just did it this way 😂

ok well im on my way to a dance competition with my mom in the car so i tried not to let her to see what im writing so sorry if this sucks of is short

ok enjoy :)