You.

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I saw you for the first time in four years today

I thought of all the things we used to do

I miss you

Do you miss me or do you hate me

Do you loath me entirely

Do you wish you had never met me and told me all your darkest secrets

Or do you miss me like i miss you

Do you have dreams where we are still friends or dreams where we meet up again and we tolerate each other enough to talk

I miss you

I have those dreams

I can't hate you even when you did some shitty things too because in all honesty you'll always be better than me

You are the reason I lived for so long

You are the reason there is no friend group anymore

You are the reason I didn't go beck to her a fourth time just to be hurt again

You are the reason I always second guess myself

I miss YOU
-phoenix

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