Trapped
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My home is a prison,
Right here and right now;
Since the day you moved in,
And threw me right out.
I was so caught off guard,
By your well timed attack;
Too smart for your nature,
With your cold heart of black.
Still, you have a maker,
I pretend I don't know;
Deep in my subconscious,
You were built from what broke.
There's no room for two,
I won't go with no fight;
You hold all the power,
But my life's on the line.
This war is the pain
It rages inside;
Swords clash, and they burn,
Steal the sleep from my eyes.
How could I rest?
When you're leaning over;
Monster under my bed,
I'm locked in exposure.
You've learned all my secrets,
And laugh as you ruin me;
But it's no fun, no game,
Not as far as I see.
You take to survive,
Without me, you're nothing;
That's why I'm in your chains,
To keep me from running.
But you'll never be me,
And I'll never be you;
Monster? That's not me,
No matter what you do.
You try with all your might,
For me to set like the sun;
I struggle to hold on,
The stronger you become.
But you're born of my shards,
All the scars, all the hurt;
Lifetime of memories,
Now thrust on me in turn.
Outnumbered, immensely,
Outsized, overpowered;
Maybe not forever,
Though surely this hour.
I'm kicked from my castle,
To the dungeons below;
The dragon is roaring,
No hero coming though.
Never waited on one,
No damsel in distress;
Alone I'll slay monsters,
Still will not acquiesce.
We'll never coalesce.
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So This is Life
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