Senseless
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There goes the sun,
In the clouds of the sea;
And here comes the night,
Coming after me.
Summer got colder,
All in one quick blink;
The winters are longer,
This ice never sinks.
You fall like the snow,
With no beauty, no grace;
Whitewash the color,
As if it's been erased.
And the wind, how it screams,
In darkness, in pain;
Howling around me,
Till breath is in vain.
Gasping, collapsing,
I claw at my heart;
For strength, for safety,
You tear it apart.
When you strike, I fall,
And you disappear;
I crawl to my feet,
Just as you reappear.
Again and again,
I hit the cold ground;
And pain all around me,
Burns with no sound.
How silent, my doubt,
My fury at you;
As you poison with lies,
All I knew to be true.
This winter of anger,
Of vengeance you rage;
For what? What crime?
What must I repay?
I'm exposed, yet hidden,
And still I'm betrayed;
By the monster I birthed,
And now can't escape.
I guess that's the crime,
A price I must pay;
You, you're the brand
I wear everyday.
Still, no one sees,
So how can it be shame?
It's something much worse,
It's what I became.
The wind has reversed,
The tide rose and changed;
A new day looks different,
The seasons deranged.
That's why your winter,
Remains endlessly;
And that's why my mind,
Turns relentlessly.
All falls senselessly.
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So This is Life
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