Tate and Violet- Forever Yours

Chapter 19- Vivian

Vivian

I don't know what's happening anymore.
First with the news about Hayden. Then all the arguing Ben and I had while debating about what we should do about it.

Things got so much worse when Violet refused to speak to us until we recognise the fact that she isn't a child anymore.

I can't help but treat her like a child because she is my little baby girl. I want to protect her from all the evil in the world because she has already seen so much pain.

It kills me inside that my little Violet has chosen to completely shut out her father and me.

Little Jeffery notices the fact that something is up and he has been crying and wailing more than he ever has before. I think that he misses his older sister who has quite bluntly probably forgotten about his very existence.

The house has also been bought by a new owner. It's going to end badly one way or another. Either the house drives the new owner crazy or it turns him into a monster. In the end, he will end up like the rest of us, dead and bitter.

I haven't had the privilege of meeting the new owner and I don't intend too. We have decided to say hidden away from the living . There is no point in revealing our self because the world has drastically changed since we last walked through its green pastures.

If we tried to scare off the new owner he might not take the warning seriously, instead, he might see it as an opportunity to call in a paranormal investigator crew and earn some money of our suffering. Spooky is apparently the new thing with the kids these days and I don't want some 20 something year old poking his head around in our business. It's bad enough we already have Tate to do that.

Things between me and Ben have been a bit heated recently. I want to find Violet and apologise to her. But Ben wants us to wait till she passes out of her "phase".

I love my husband. I really do love Ben with all my heart but there are some moments when I wish I could just leave him.

He jumps on his high little horse about morales when really he has none himself.

He was the one who wanted us to move into this house because I found out about his sordid little affair. He was the one to admit me into a lunatic asylum when I revealed the houses evil nature to him. He was the one that destroyed this family, time and time again. 

But he is my husband. The father of my children.
Not to mention the fact that I'm trapped for eternity in this stupid house with him.

I almost feel sorry for Hayden.
20 years is a long time to think about all the regrets and problems you had faced in life.

Ben was Hayden's teacher. She respected him, looked up to him and most importantly trusted him. He took advantage of a young sweet girl who thought she was experiencing true love for the first time.

Ben is good at making promises and pulling the wool over people's eyes. He is a charmer like the pied piper leading young women to their certain deaths.

God, I know so well about how he doesn't keep his promises and finds a way to turn the blame back around to you.

He had an affair with Hayden because our baby died. I apparently didn't give him the attention he needed or recognised his pain.

So what does Ben do ...... He sleeps with a child.

Gosh, maybe these past twenty years have just made me turn bitter.

"Hey Vivian "

I turn round and see Travis with a faint smile on his lips.

I like Travis.
Not in a sexual way but I think he is a lovely sweet young man who would have made an amazing father. He is always so good with the children of this house and little Jeffery seems to adore him.

"Hey Travis, Dylans not here Moria is taking care of him this afternoon "

Travis looked up from the doorway with a hollow look on his face.

" Actually Vivian. I'm here so we can talk about you " Travis muttered under his breath.

Well, this should be interesting.