Bittersweet (Louis Tomlinson AU)

~Chapter 35~

Warmth

is what I felt waking up the next morning. The soft tickle of Shaileen's breath washed across my face as she slept.Every quiet inhale and exhale she drew caused her chest to expand against my own,where she curled up into my body as if drawn to the warmth. She faced me her head resting onto my bicep while her hands folding between us to press to my chest. My unpinned arm roped around her waist to hold her against me. Last night had been so incredible. She was mine. My girlfriend. I loved that saying. We continued to laugh, kiss in the pool until both of us were exhausted.

We were quiet not to make to much noise while everyone was asleep, we went to my room and put on a movie but both of us had fallen asleep. But sadly we couldn't risk anyone seeing us. It would be inappropriate-well my mom would think so, if she saw us she would be livid. My mother was a completely control freak when it came to who I was dating, she still thinks I'm with Erica. But Shaileen was different, she was special I did not want to risk doing anything that could hurt her or what we had.

I unfortunately had to wake up Shaileen, my mom would be up soon since she had a meeting early this morning for work and I knew she would check on all of the kids.

I gently shook her shoulder with my u pined arm. I knew she was a light sleeper so it wouldn't take her that long to wake up. She crinkled her noes and let out a sigh.

"I'm sorry." I told her squeezing her shoulder.

"What time is it?" Her raspy voice groaned pulling my blanket higher around her.

"Five thirty."

"Nooo." She wined.

"Once she leaves you can come back, or I'll come to you." I watched her open her eyes for the first time, her brown eyes were tired and droopy she was having a hard time keeping them open.

"Okay." she sighed taking the blanket off of her body. But I grabbed ahold of her wrist flinging her backwards to the bed making her squeal quietly.

"What was that?"She smiled. She layed down on her back on my bed while I layed on my side leaned up onto my elbow looking down at her.

"You can't leave me without a kiss." Her face blushed and wrapped her arms around my neck pulling my body on top of hers.

"Fine, then kiss me.'' I brought my lips closer to hers, I noticed her chest fell more rapidly, her eyes fluttered closed. Just as our lips were going to touch, I heard footsteps coming up the wood floor steps. The bad part about having your room right by the stairs is hearing everything! Heels were walking across the wood floor I pushed myself off of Shaileen quickly pulling the blanket over us.

"My moms coming." I whispered laying back down, Shaillen hid herself under the blanket she she wasn't seen. Her legs still tangled with mine.

Just as I adjusted my pillow my door opened I quickly closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. My breathing stopped, I waited to hear the door close. I was frozen in place, lying on my side facing the door. I had found Shaileens hand under the blanket giving it a squeeze. I felt her warm lips on each of my knuckles, kissing my hand. The pit in my stomach grew wanting to kiss her so badly. The tension in the air was thick. I felt her lips kiss up my chest on onto my shoulder sucking the skin. Why did she have to do this to me? I had to bite my tongue to keep from gasping at her lips.

Then finally the door closed and I lost it. I threw the blanket off of the both of us, it falling on the floor and kissing her. Crashing my lips onto her. It was so quick and the sudden movement shocked her. She didn't respond for a bit but finally she let our lips melt into each other's. Her hands were in my hair while mine was cupping her cheek. I felt her mouth part open letting our tounges explore each other. I felt her fingers curl around the back of my hair pulling me closer to her.