Bittersweet (Louis Tomlinson AU)

~Chapter 25~

The hallways were crowed as always, making me walk faster to my locker. My flats were silent against the tiles. People were talking with friends, making out against lockers and what not. My mind felt els where today. I felt a knot in my stomach. I almost felt worried or guilty or nervous. Or just all of the above.

I felt like this since yesterday. I knew that Louis didn't keep his eyes closed.I could feel his deep stare at my half naked body in the dressing room. Of course I didn't say anything. I could hear his breath hitch every second and the gasp that had left my lips. My skin burned for his touch. His lare hands cupped my waist as he moved me toward him.

I liked Louis, and I felt all of thees mixed emotions for him. It felt wrong to like him. I was only supposed to stay at the Tomlinson house for two years. Until I was eighteen. But- I feel different now. I don't want to go to New York where my mother wanted me to go. I don't want to leave California. I personally love it. My seventeenth birthday was just a day after Jay's wedding. I personally didn't except to get anything. I didn't want that. Having Jay take me under her wing was enough! And She is going to Rome for her honey moon so already thousands of dollars spend there, not sure if she wants to get me a birthday gift.

I made it to my locker safely without getting knocked over by anyone. I had just gotten out of my calculus class with Erica and Louis. Awkward. I felt Erica's gaze on me. Louis didn't move in inch. His jaw was clenched and he held his pencil in his hand until his knuckles turned white. As soon as the bell rang he jumped up and was the first out of the room. I knew Erica felt guilty. I knew she did. But thankfully it was the end of the day. Well except that I had soccer practice.

I grabbed my soccer bag and went to the girls locker room where all the others were. The room smelt like perfume and sweat but I was used to it. I moved my way to my locker which was next to Avery's. She gave me a soft smile and tied her shoe. I personally thought that it would be worse then this. I thought all the girls would be snots and stuck up but there not at all. Besides Stella and Layla. I didn't like them at all.

I changed into my clothes and tired my shoes. I met up with Jessa on the way out. Her hair always seems to look pinker every time I see her.

''I heard Jay's wedding is tomorrow? Louis going to be in a tux.'' She wiggled her eyebrows.

''Yeah no offense but that's kind of weird that everyone thinks he's hot.'' It was. Because I liked him. But I wouldn't admit it.

''Oh it's not weird! Chris is just as attractive. I think he's just as hot as Louis.'' Humph She thought Chris was cute? Maybe I should set them to up.

''You can have Chris.'' She laughed and I immediately squinted my eyes when we got outside. The sun was bright and it was hot today. I tied my hair in a pony tail before jogging over to the field. Since we had such a big boys and girls team, we have combined practices.

All the guys already had gotten started on passing to each other and practicing defense. The rest of the girls met outside.

''You girls need to stay in shape, most of you didn't even come to last nights cross country practice. So we are going to start by having you run the track, four laps.''

No

''Lets go! Now!'' Coach Morkin blew his whistle. Everyone groaned and started jogging on the track. I tried to keep a steady pace with everyone but my exhaustion got the best of me. I ran along side with Jessa. My breathing started to become ragged but I didn't stop.

Of course you had Stella which was running her pants off, she already finished lap one. I was so close behind her. I'm not actually competitive but in this case I was to beat her. Well get in front of her. I made my legs go faster. I passed Jessa and was close behind Stella. I could just beat her.