i wake up to nate screaming "i'm so fucking done with u. we're over"
i get up to go downstairs, his doors open so i peek in and see him on the phone. i'm guessing he's on the phone to maddy, i fucking hate her, well she hates me. i don't know why.
as i'm in kitchen i hear heavy footsteps coming downstairs and behind me "you still high, or are you having a come down?" nates snarky voice says behind me "shut the fuck up, you still got a girlfriend or are you getting your dick sucked by a randomer tonight?" i snipe back to him. " fair play, you could always suck it for me " he laughs "in your dreams, is mckay still having a party at his?" i ask "yeah but look if u come, you can't be getting wasted and high as shit tonight" he answers back angrily. "watch me jacobs" i say to him sarcastically before walking away.
as i'm walking back upstairs i hear my phone ping.
message from j❤️
- can i come over before we go to mckay tonight? i need an outfit bestie
me
- sure, come around like half six. we can be a little late. you wanting a dress?
j❤️
- yeah, pick one out for me. i got stuff from fez for us
me
- see you then
my life before i got to parties is really boring, i usually sit, get stoned, eat, watch netflix and just wait for parties to start. as i lit up my joint, i hear my door rattle "yo, let me in" nate shouts " why is your door locked, you best not have any one in your bed" he shouts again.
i walk up to my door and unlock it " no i don't but if i did what's the big deal?" i say snidely to him. " i thought u were cal or marsha, i'm trying to get stoned. what do you want?" i ask him. "nothing, i just want to chill with you. are you serious getting stoned now just to take more drugs tonight?" he asks " clearly" i say as i'm lighting my joint up. he stares at me before sitting down on my bed and turning on my tv. i turn around and he's put on shameless, he's obsessed with that show honestly.
"you want a draw of this?" i ask him "nah, i'm good. i'm not going to lie soph, you really need to stop with all these drugs" he says, i notice worry in his voice. he has a really soft side when you get to know him but he can be such an asshole at the night time. i ignore him because i can't be bothered having this conversation right now.
i go into my bed and cuddle with nate watching shameless, i don't know if it was the weed or his warmth but i've never felt more comfortable in my life. i woke up to an empty bed and my phone ringing. it was jordan telling me she was outside.
A/N - i feel like this is so boring but i'll try and make chapters more exciting.
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ambivalent - nate jacobs
Romantizmsophia miller stays with nate jacobs, she has for a year, they've been friends since birth basically and they've always been flirty. what happens when they take flirting too far?
