#day32
Jeno-ya… food and water doesn't matter to me anymore….who said oxygen was vital for survival? My oxygen was always and will always be you.
#day37
Am I that bad that you won't look at my letters anymore? You love making me sad, don't you?
#day40
I still love you… you do know that right? How do you want me to prove it? Does my death answer your question? I am already yours. I always have been. Does my last breath prove that to you?
#day41
Your scent...you're so beautiful, Jeno-ya…it's breathtaking…how come you smell differently when you wake up and then suddenly you smell different during the day? Cute. It's fascinating...you're fascinating.
#day43
Drinking and thinking about you.
#day44
Laughing and thinking about you
#day45
Breathing and thinking about you. Feeling love and feeling you….they are the same thing.
#day46
(Laughs) drunk and walking on the street screaming my love for you.
#day47
Wearing your clothes and feeling you...it feels as warm as hugging you…kissing you and loving you forever.
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Jaemin could see Jeno slowly entering the room and climbing the bed. “Hmm, what is it?” Jaemin asked, putting his phone aside.
Jeno was quiet for a minute or so until he snuggled into him.
“You look tired,” Jaemin said.
“So do you.”
“Is there anything that's bothering you?” Jaemin asked, ruffling his hair.
“How's Starbucks?” Jeno asked, ignoring the question.
Jaemin giggled. “Jeno-ya… if there is anything I love in this entire world is coffee, even you are unmatched,” he paused and looked at Jeno's face which looked as if he was offended and dumbfounded, which made Jaemin giggle again, “Don't give me that look. I'm being honest-”
“I asked about the experience, not your love story with caffeine.”
Jaemin sighed, “It's fine… exhausting and stressful...but you gotta work it to earn. Have you put any thought into it yet?”
Jeno shook his head, “No… maybe one day.”
Jaemin hummed in response. Jeno was quiet again, “Hmm, what is it?” Jaemin whined.
“What? Can't I just snuggle?” he asked, hugging him.
“No. I mean yes… but you're acting weird.” Jaemin paused for Jeno to respond. Watching Jeno say nothing, he asked, “You want me to go home?”
“Would you mind?”
Jaemin shot him a look, surprised, “N-no… of course not,” he chuckled, sadly. “It's my own house, why would I mind? But like… right now?”
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Watching Over You • Nomin
FanficJeno loved to keep track of weird things he experienced in his life. When a girl climbs up to this list, it leads him to connect the dots. The ultimate big picture makes up a big part of his future and he believes that the weight of the trauma in hi...
