I'm A Cheater But VIP

Chapter 35

"ugh" I throbbed my head as I felt the heaviness inside it which causes me to feel weak.

"Thank God you're awake now" I heard Johnny say it as he rushes towards me.

"What happened?" I asked as I try to roam my eyes around the room. Where am I? This room isn't familiar to me, even the designs are different.

"You passed out, thanks to Jae.. your head didn't hit the huge rock from behind" Johnny said worryingly.

So it's really him.

"Where is everyone?" I asked while trying to sit down on this bed but Johnny insisted that I should just lay down.

"I ruined the tour..." I mumbled

I tried so hard to keep things as it is. I'm such a nuisance to everyone. I should've just stayed at the house if I knew that I'll be weak again with all those tiring walks and.. but it's not that tiring though..

I know that I'm weak physically but not this weak.

Oh God..

I just covered my face with my bare hands as I can't help but to bad mouth myself.

"Hey it's okay, it is not your fault."

He tried to make me feel better but it's just not working. I appreciate the effort babe but it won't work this time.

"You don't understand John.." I sighed

"I know.. but please know that you didn't ruin anything." he said while caressing my hands, trying to get it off from my face.

I just smiled at him.

What did I do in my past life to have a future husband like this? I don't deserve a man like him. He's too good for me, for a cheater like me.

"Why is my future wife smiling like that?" Johnny teasingly said

"Wae? You don't want it?" I asked

"Of course not! I'm just curious as to why your facial expression suddenly changed from being sad to happy that quick" he said

"Well.." I started

"I have always thought to myself that fixed marriage like ours won't work. I'm always scared of what my future will look like, I have a lot of what ifs in life John. What if that man will just use me, what if I didn't agree to this deal? I was very unsure of the decision I made the first time I met you. You were cold to me you know?" I chuckled

"But.."

"But?" he asked

"As time goes by, that unsure feelings I had faded. You showed me your true self, you had put a lot of effort, you proved to me that the decision I made months ago is worth it."

Johnny made me feel special eventhough the relationship that we have purely came from a deal. Nothing but just a deal.

"Babe is this the effect of passing out?"

"Ya you're ruining the mood!" I annoyingly said while rolling my eyes out at him.

I can't believe him, did he just teased me? After everything that I have said?

"I'm just kidding babe.. but I'm grateful that you appreciated me and I'm sorry".

I saw the sadness in his eyes as he said those words to me.

"Sorry for what?" I asked

"For everything" he sadly said

"Babe--"