I wiped my tears away and stopped myself from walking away.
I'm so selfish for thinking that way. I did not think of what my baby would feel if she grows up without a father by her side. I don't want her to experience what I had experience back then.
I want to give her all the best things in life. As long as I'm here, I'll make sure that she's gonna have a happy life.
But wait, I don't even know your gender yet sweetie.
"If you really wanna go home we'll leave tomorrow morning. I have a lot of business to take care of in Seoul and besides, we need to go to the doctor to check you and the baby up" he held my hands as he said those words to me.
Finally, I can go home now to my apartment and can think peacefully.
I'm feeling home sick for some reason.
But the thought of leaving the island makes me sad too. We had very fond memories in this place. Happy and Sad ones which will be forever stuck in our minds.
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It's morning already and we woke up earlier than usual to prepare our things and waited for his yacht to come.
Yes, we're finally going home.
We spent the night together once again and talked about our plans for today. He's really organized and advanced when it comes to planning. He already knows what to do when situations like this happens as if he's been already through this.
The ride home was quite quiet for us. We never really talked for long and just focused on the our way back home.
We arrived at my apartment safe and sound. Jaehyun carried all of luggages and helped me to fix my things.
"I appreciate your help Jae" I sincerely said to him.
He's really trying to make things up for me. I know that it's not that easy for us to find our way back into each other again well... we had sex several times again but we're still working out on it.
We wanted to be a better person now for our child.
Jaehyun just smiled at me and held his belongings to and walked at the front door.
"I'm going now, call me if you need anything and I won't hesitate to help you out" he said
"Are you okay with the guys now?"
I know that he and Johnny lives in the same building and I know for sure that the others will feel akward because of the situation. It would be really hard for them.
"How about you? Is your friends.."
He stopped talking when he noticed that I'm not fine with his question.
They did not try to communicate with me since the other day even if I tried to contact them several times.
They would just sometimes say that they're busy at work or they would just ignore me at times.
And I totally understand.
"Don't worry, I know that you guys care for each other so much that's why they're acting up like this but it will be okay soon"
Jaehyun lets go of his bags and walked towards me to kiss my forehead.
"Jae.."
"I'm staying at my friend's hotel for the mean time while I fix things up" he whispered at me.
"You have to pay everyday? That would be costly Jae." I said worryingly.
"Yeah baby but I'm sure that he'll give me some discount though" he said then winked at me.
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