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I have doubts. I don't know what about.. but it doesn't feel bad.

I have someone always by my side.
We promised, years ago.
It will always be me and him.

I just have to remind myself..

I shouldn't think about what it would be like. What it would be like if we never made that promise.

If I decided not to follow him into the fire, or if I took the hand I was offered.

When I ask him about it. What would you do if we went out separate ways? He doesn't take it very well.

I guess like me, he has doubts.

Do I want to leave?
Do I want things to be different?
Do I wish I never met him that day?
If I could do it again, I would, wouldn't I?

I can hear the desperation in his voice when he tells me I can do whatever I want, he won't hold me back.

But how can I tell him?

What I want is not simple. It is not possible. After all these years, I've finally understood that fact.

My life is nothing but a play now.
I act according to my role.
You watch and judge my performance.
All is well, even with our doubts.

But, I don't think we'll have a happy ending.

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