Need Love

chapter 2

"YOUR A DISGRACE!" The man screamed as he grabbed the belt and hit me anywhere he can hit with the metal end.

The pain hurt so much. My screams were barley screams. My voice was disappearing.

This happens everyday. But I was use to it. I was ready.

The man was always drunk. After my mother died no one could help.

He scared everyone off. He had no job what so ever. Other than his working himself downstairs and his ass back to his bed. Or like always he was never here.

At the bar maybe?

He beat me. I had bruises everywhere. Scars all over.

I didn't cut, but he cut me. It is all my fault isn't it?

"NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU, YOU COWARD!" The man yelled at the top of his voice.

He spat at me. He'll choke me, and do what ever he could do to beat me. I didn't really eat because he wouldn't feed me.

My brother brought me food every time.

He soonly left the house. Left me there silently crying. Hurt and cold.

I had only 1 cover, no bed. This man wanted me to live hell.

I rocked myself to try calling asleep, but I was cold and everything inside hurt so much.

The door screeched ooen. That was when my heart started pounding.

This person came by my side and layed by me.

Derek.

He wrapped his arms around me, softly as ever. His warmth had comforted me.

"De--rrek" I stuttered.

He grabbed an extra blanket and wrapped it around us.

"Shh.. Julia." He whispered in my ear.

He kissed my bruises and then at last my for head.

"I'm so sorry." He said as he tightened his grip.

I slightly smiled and looked at him.

I kissed him and he kissed me back. His tounge trying to enter into my mouth. I opened my mouth to let him explore inside.

He tasted amazing. So good.

I broke the kiss m, immediately feeling a pain if guilt.

"We- We can't." I say as I gasp for air.

He softly kissed my lips.

"I don't care. I love You, and I want to care for you. I want to be with you. I want you to be with me when we run away. I want you to be mine, because I love you. Understand it Julia."

"I love you too, Derek."

He kissed my lips once again. As I fell asleep cuddled into him.

The Man.

My father.

May be right.

'Who will ever REALLY love me?'.

Who will ever love a girl who's already broken?