Need Love

Chapter 10

'You need a ride?' Ivey had asked after school.

'Hey, babe. Wanna come with me somewhere?' Lucas asked, kissing my neck.

I gave Ivey an apologetic face, and she said 'Haha, I'll text you.'

And walked away.

I sighed and walked into Lucas's red Toyota truck.

'So where are you taking me?' I asked nervously.

'Babe, patience.' He said as we were already leaving the school.

I frowned.

He kept looking over at me a few times.

Then after he said, 'I wanna show you something.'

He took one hand off the wheel and touched my thigh.

I tensed.

What is happening?

'Babe, calm down. I'm not going to take your virginity.' He smirked.

I instantly calmed.

'Then why is your hand on my thigh?' I questioned.

'Babe, I can't touch you? I didn't know you had parts that were off limits.' He said and took his hand off my thigh.

He left it cold once again.

I suddenly wanted his touch.

We stopped and it wasn't a fancy restaurant or anything like that. It was a house.

An old house.

Why are we here?

He jumped out, and ran to my side and opened the door.

'My lady'. He gestured, and took my hand.

We walked up the sturdy stairs.

I stopped him.

'Umm why are we here? Are we about to rob a house?' I asked Panicking.

I had so many questions.

'Baby, calm down'. he chucked.

He opened the door and the house was barely empty. There was one mattress bed and kid drawings on the wall. Where the mold was appearing.

'This was my house when I was a kid. My grandparents had died when I was 13, because of a fire.' he said shoving his hands in his pockets.

Then we walked to an empty room and you could see dark crust all around. Indicating a fire.

'Oh my god,' I covered my mouth, and my stomachs twisted full of sadness. 'Baby, I'm so sorry.'

I wrapped my arms around his waist and faced him.

He looked away.

'Look at me.' I said

He slowly looked. Tears flooded his eyes.

'I'm here no matter what.' I whispered.

A tear rolled down my cheek. Instead of his.

This was sad. Reminded me of someone I needed the most . Someone who's love I didn't deserve.

My mothers.

He reached over a wiped my tears that were flowing down my face.

Then he kissed my cheeks and my eyes.

'Don't you dare cry.' He Said.

'Don't you cry baby, I'm here.' he whispered as he kissed my lips.

That kiss that I wanted. That comfort he'd given me. I was just what I need.

Him.

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We left and I ended up at home. Lucas dropped me off after I told him don't.

I want to run away with him. Clear up all the past, the sadness. Just to get away. From my father.

But that was just a fantasy. I wouldn't ever get that lucky.

I heard noises.

I knew dad wasn't home, so it wasn't him.

Who else?

I thought of checking up on Derrek.

Derrek.

Oh my god. I forgot about my brother. I felt so guilty then.

I walked down stairs to his room, and I just opened the door....

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I stoped I seen him. But this made me so sad.

He had broken me.

He even lied to me.

He just stared at me shockingly.

The girl he was having sex with covered herself.

So that's what I heard. Her moaning and the bed going crazy.

'I--.' Derrek said, but I interrupted him.

'Save it.' I raised my hand up and walked away.

They can close the door their damn self.

And with that I opened the door and shut it hard, and continued leaving the house.

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