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HARRY
I whined and Louis looked up at me, questionly.
„Lou......I'm so bored."
Louis has been looking at his phone the whole time while I rest my head on his stomach and looked at the white wall in front of me, bored.
„Oh, baby..." Louis chuggled.
„Are you tired?"
I shook my head, pouting.
„No, not really, Lou."
„What do you want us to do?"
Louis carefully ran a hand through my curls.
„I don't know....I just...I don't know what to do."
I shrugged my shoulders and glared at him.
„I think I have an idea, Hazza."
Louis sat up and pulled me up too.
He then pressed his lips on my mine and I jumped up so I was able to wrap my legs around his waist.
Louis grumbled something between the kiss and I kissed him harder.
He lead us to his bedroom and layed me down on the bed.
I loved his lips on my body.
Lou began to suck my neck and I moaned.
We hadn't crossed the line before.
He gave me blowjobs but we haven't had sex yet and I honestly didn't know if I was ready to.
I was scared that it'd hurt.
I knew that Louis have had a lot of sex in his life before we came together and I didn't want him to feel that he couldn't like...do things that he has done with the other boys in his age.
They surely weren't virgins.
But- I was a bit embarassed to tell Louis that I was.
I know he wouldn't judge me but it was still embarassing. I was 17.
I should be going to partys and all that like the other boys in my class do and pulling one girl like the other but well, that wasn't me.
I just didn't feel comfortable there.
At partys it was so loud and hot. And there were so many people.
I hated that kind of places.
I had claustrophobia and I paniced when I didn't feel comfortable and harassed by people because there wasn't much space.
I tryed to fight against it a few times but I really didn't want to go to partys anyways so it was okay for me.
Louis knew that and he didn't ask me further about it which I was really thankful for.
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THE DEFINITION
FanfictionHarry Styles is a 17 year old college student. His boyfriend Louis Tomlinson is 23. Harry is still a virgin which Louis didn't know. The curly headed boy is really insecure and scared for it to happen and he's even more scared to tell Louis. They h...