Feel Again (girlxgirl)

Losing It

Chapter 3: Losing It

I. am. losing it! that's it! THAT IS IT!

I walked out of my room and stormed into Ashley's room.

"I don't care that mom is away, stop screaming and fucking and banging on the god damn wall!!" I walked out and shut the door close. it's simply unbelievable! every time mom is away 'cause of work, Ash and her 'sex only' boyfriend, Kevin, is going at it. and since my room is right next to hers, I get to hear the whole thing!

It's a Friday night and you must be asking yourself what the hell am I doing home?.. I ask myself the same thing. since Sarah and I broke up.. well, since Sarah broke my heart in pieces, I just don't go out much, it brings back way too many memories. like our first date at Venessa's Cafe and when she told me she loves me for the first time, she was so scared and pale as snow... ugh.. I hate to admit it but I miss her.

"hey, are you gonna get that? i'm kinda busy here you know!" Ash yelled to me from her room. I was so caught up thinking about Sarah that I didn't even notice the doorbell was ringing.

I opened the door and Cherries was standing right there, looking....amazing..

"hey! what are you doing here?" I greeted her as I opened the door.

"I was just wondering if you'd like to hang? it is a Friday night after all" she smiled at me and I could feel my insides melting.

"yeah that sounds great but... how the hell you know where I live? are you stalking me?" I chuckled.

"uhh.. I didn't follow you I just asked your sister.." she rubbed the back of her neck and tried to play it cool. but really, it didn't went so well since I saw she's nervous all over her face. she looks really adorable like that..

"and of course that she'll tell you because SHE'S SUCH A GREAT SISTER!" I yelled to make sure Ash heard me and Cherries laughed. damn her laugh is so cute... CUT IT! you don't even know she's gay!

"so you're coming or what?" she knocked me out of my thoughts.

"yeah, i'll just change and i'll be down. you can come in, make yourself comfortable" I smiled and climbed up the stairs. I quickly changed and threw on my dark blue jeans and some oversized sweater and my regular sneakers. soon enough we were sitting in her car, driving to... actually.. where are we going?

"where are we going?" I asked her. she looked at me and smiled.

"you'll find out soon enough." she turned her head back to the road. seriously? more secrets?.. I don't even know this girl's name or where she's taking me but for some reason, something inside me told me that I can trust her. that I needed to.

She drove the car and I just looked at her.. her hair, her lips.. she wore a simple black jeans, a black tank top and a black hat. I have to say that she looked pretty sexy tonight...

"you like what you see?" I looked up quickly and met her eyes. god they were stunning... soon I blushed but I still looked at her until she started blushing herself.

"you look really good tonight" I said and smiled shyly at her. she smiled too and looked back at the road. I finally looked away but I could still see her looking at me from time to time. after half an hour of driving and about five minutes of driving through a small forest, we finally stopped in front of a small hill.

Cherries POV

We stopped at the end of the forest and I opened the door for her. I used to come here with my dad when I was little. he used to take a different child every night. we're five kids, Keegan, Isabelle, me, Jamie and Christopher. when I was about 13, my parents took in Emily, she was 17 than and 17 now. we clicked in a second. of course, other families live with us since they're a part of our pack so it's kinda lika I have 20 brothers and sisters.