Feel Again (girlxgirl)

White Waters Part 2

I walked down the stairs and my heart was beating fast. for some reason, I was nervous to see my dad again. when I reached the bottom, I stood in the kitchen and I heard voices coming from the living room. Kristen squeezed my hand to remind me that she's still here and felt just a little relived. the voices came closer and I felt Kristen wrap her hand around my waist. he came in and our eyes met. Ashley stood next to me and held my hand tightly and before I knew it I heard a growl coming from beside me.  

"what the hell are you doing here?! you bastard!" Kristen growled at him. 

"Kristen! what are you doing?!" I yelled-whispered at her. 

"that's him! he and his douche-bags pack attacked my sister!," she yelled pointing at him. "so what? you're too scared i'll kill you so you're here to threaten my girlfriend?! you coward son of a bi-" I cut her off by pulling her by her wrist through the kitchen and into the bathroom downstairs.  

"what is wrong with you Kristen?!" I frowned half yelling. I don't know why I was so angry at her. I think I actually looked forward to meet my dad, I mean she practically blew it. 

"what is wrong with me?! what is wring with you?!," she yelled back. "that asshole father of yours smashed my sister's skull and you're defending him?!"  

"i'm not defending him, you're imagining things! my father didn't attack your sister!" I argued.  

"I saw him Jessica! I saw him with his pack when I was seven"  

"oh, when you were seven. well, it's been quite some time to forget don't you think?"  

"I will never forget what he did to me." she said through greeted teeth. 

"look, I don't know what you remember, my father did not do this." I said lowering my voice just a little. my dad didn't do what she claims he did. 

"yes, he did!" she yelled.  

without thinking, I spat the words out of my mouth. "no, he didn't because he's not a freak like you!" silence fell between us. when I came to realize what I just said, I saw so much emotions in her eyes.  

"freak?" her voice broke.  

"I didn't mean this to come out like that" I quickly said as I tried to pull her closer to me but she stepped back.  

"good thing I know how to break an imprintion."  

"Kris.." I exclaimed, not believing, as she left the bathroom and I quickly followed behind. great Jessica. you're SUCH an asshole. "Kristen, wait!" I yelled as I chased her to the front door right next to the living room, where Ash, Mom and my father were.  

"fuck you!" she yelled back and slammed the door shut. I opened it again to see nothing. she was gone. I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration and tears started falling. she didn't meant what she said right? she can't break the imprintion, she would'nt. if she did.. that means that we're over for good. I don't want that to happen, i'm in love with her. Ash came right over and pulled me in for a hug but I pushed her away, backing out the door. 

"I can't do this right now, i'm sorry." I said crying, looking at my mom. she just nodded and I turned around and got inside my car. I turned the engine on and pulled out of the driveway. I must have driven for hours, my eyes sour. I pulled back into the driveway, got in the house and climbed upstairs to my room. I looked at my phone, still no messages from Kris, after almost 30 times I tried to call her and about 50 more texts she didn't reply too. I started feeling weird. feeling empty. my neck began to hurt and I was feeling dizzy. after that, everything's a blur. Ash has told me that I passed out because I didn't took my diabetes shot in time and I was lucky to fall on my bed so I had no bruises. I still have'nt had the chance to have a conversation with my father, which slightly disappointed me. i'd like to find out what the whole fuss was about..