Feel Again (girlxgirl)

Revenge.

I looked at him through the trees. He had the audacity to hang around here, playing house with his witch as if what he did to Kristen was nothing. He had the nerve of coming back into my life after what he did to us and tear it apart. I watched him laugh with his stupid grin plastered across his face and all I wanted to do was to slice it off of him. I don't think I have ever felt so desperate and angry.. All I could think about was her. And how he took her from me.
I've been out here for days, or weeks.. I didn't notice anymore.. studying his moves, studying his guards and thinking of the perfect time to attack. He deserves no mercy, and I don't intend on showing him any.
He took my heart, my soul.. My love.
I stepped backwards and laid down on the ground. I made myself a bed of leaves under an old oak tree that was a little far away from their grounds. I didn't want to get caught, I knew that once i'm caught, I would probably be tortured to death. And I didn't want to die, not yet, I wanted to kill him with my bare hands first.
My mind kept replaying my last moments with her in my head, and I couldn't help but let out a whimper as tears rolled down and wet my fur. I never thought in my entire life that I would meet the love of my life and fall so hard for her in such a small amount of time. From the very moment I smelled cherries in the girls bathroom at school, I knew something was happening. I knew I was in love with her since the first time our eyes met, and I didn't know why, I didn't realize it.. I never thought it was possible. She was so kind to me.. So gentle, and caring and loving..  I never thought I would meet someone and trust them and believe them that they love me just as much as I love them. And I felt her love, in every smile, every caress of her hand on my cheek. They way she made love to me and held me in her arms as I reached my end.. How can I possibly miss someone that much?
I heard the noise of branches breaking and I immediately stood up and searched my surrounding for anyone who might have caught me here. I saw two shaded figures and I was ready to pounce, my teeth were showing, as I realized I recognize them.
"You're not doing this alone." I saw Emily along with Hanna as they walked closer to me. I took a step back out of instinct and Emily raised her eyebrow at me. "I want to kill him too, Jessica. She was my sister.. I'm not you're enemy. " she said and I relaxed a little.
"I can't wait to put my hands on that poor excuse of a witch.. " I heard Hanna mumbling.
"When do we attack? " Emily asked, looking down at me and I motioned for her to look in the direction of their castle. She walked over and crouched down behind a tree. "They aren't many.. They probably went hunting. This is our chance, they're low on men." She looked back to Hanna, who just nodded and when she looked at me, I growled lowly in response, indicating that I agree. "Hanna, you'll be our distraction. I'm sure you can be creative and draw Jada's attention to you. I'll deal with the guards, Jessica, Louis is yours. He'll probably be in his office, so make it quick and be careful, there are probably a few more guards inside the castle. " Emily said. "Hanna, go. " she said and Hanna nodded before walking through the trees. With a lift of a finger, fire emerged in the barn next to the castle, and then we followed her into their land. With another lift of her finger, she made the fire circle the castle, trapping us all inside. We could hear the panic of the guards as they started to yell at each other, trying to put the fire out. Emily and I snuck to hide behind a stone wall as Hanna continued walking. Jada was soon outside, trying to put out the fire herself but no spell worked. All of a sudden we saw Hanna flying across the grass and she gave us a look and a small nod that she's ok. She continued to fight against Jada, balls of light illuminating the dark sky as Emily looked at me. She nodded at me before she went to help Hanna, fighting off the guards and killing them one by one. I sneaked into the castle, trying to stay hidden despite my size. I walked along the dark castle, it looked so neglected, the thick walls were covered in black a nd it smelled as if this old castle was burned down once. The smell in here was disgusting. I could hear muffled voices of guards yelling and fighting, growls and screams of pain echoed through the building. I heard voices, their tone sounded nervous. One of them was Louis for sure, but the other one.. It was so familiar, yet I couldn't put a finger on it. I walked closer and peeked my head around the corner. He was yelling at the other man, he looked younger than he was and I knew he was someone I encountered before, but I didn't know who, I couldn't see his face since his back was in my direction. I shifted back to my human form. If I wasn't a wolf, the cold would've probably killed me by now as I was naked as a newborn. But I couldn't care less about it. I walked confidently to the large room and entered it, my eyes locked on the bastard who took my mate from me.
"You look nervous, Louis. I hope I didn't cause this inconvenience. " I said sarcastically and his head snapped in my direction.
"You. " he hissed in anger.  "Is this how you treat your father? I gave you life! You ungrateful little who-" I cut him off by wrapping my hand around his neck and lift him up. "Do something, you imbecile! " he said to the other man in the room.
"I won't hurt her! I'm done hurting my own blood for you, father. " he said and I turned to look at him. My frown deepened as I now saw his face. I'll never forget his face.
"Rick?.. " I asked and he locked eyes with me. Louis took advantage of my shock and shoved me back, causing my attention to turn back to him. "You.. You took him from me. And now you took my mate... I am going to kill you! " I growled and shifted. He shifted as well and without thinking, I charged at him. He threw me on the wall near by but I soon recovered and charged at him again. I clawed his face and locked my jaw on his shoulder as he growled in pain. He hit my side, causing me to fall from him. He started to claw at me,  staining my white fur with my blood. He towered over ne, exposing his teeth before his claws pierced my stomach. I whimpered and growled in pain as I tried to push him away from me, but I was failing. He was so much stronger than me and honestly, I didn't care if I died, I intended on doing it anyway. But I wanted him to die first and things weren't quite working. I was bleeding out, fast. I clawed at his face, making a few big gashes under his eye but he didn't even flinch. I was starting to black out. This is it, this is my end.

"Don't you dare give up now, Jessica. " I heard her voice in my head. I was so close to dying that I was starting to hallucinate. "Stay stronger for me, baby. I'm coming for you, just hang on." She said again and I cried silently. I know she was coming for me.. I was dying. I was going to see her again and every second that's passing I could feel her more, I could feel her presence. I didn't hear anything around me, the only thing I heard was her voice, soothing, relaxing me as I slowly lose my grip.
Suddenly Louis disappeared from my sight, his claws left my body and I groaned in annoyance. I was so close. My wolf healed me quickly and I stood up slowly, regaining my balance as I looked around me. I heard Louis scream and growl as if he was suffocating and I turned to see his body not moving beneath a big brown wolf that I recognized immediately. A few whimpers left his mouth before he stayed completely still, silence filled the room. He was dead. I shifted back to my human form, my knees gave in underneath me as I fell to the ground. The wolf turned around and I was met with the beautiful brown eyes that I remembered, only this time it was glowing red around her eyes.
"Kristen? " I croaked out, and looked at her in disbelief. Maybe I was dead. She walked over, shifting in the process, and sat on her knees in front of me just like I did. Tears stained my cheeks as I watched her, she looks so angelic. She reached her hand and touched my cheek, causing me to let out a breath and I closed my eyes, leaning against it. She felt so real. She did that thing with her thumb where she would play with my hair, just the way I loved it, just the way I remembered.
"I'm sorry.. " she said and I opened my eyes and saw that she was crying too.
"Don't be sorry.. We're together now. I would've killed myself if he didn't kill me, you know I can't live without you.. " I said softly and her eyes furrowed in confusion.
"Jessica.. You're not dead." She said, and now it was my turn to look at her confused. What was she talking about?
"Yes I am, if I weren't dead, I wouldn't be able to see you. You died, in my arms.. You were so beautiful Kristen. I swore i'd die to be with you, and I did." I said. She was probably confused or didn't even know that she was gone.
"I didn't die. The spell worked, Jessica. Hanna didn't know this, but the spell stopped my heart to put a barrier between me and the spell Jada casted. I woke up after you left. You're alive.. And so am I. " she explained and I felt my heartbeat increasing.
"Prove it. " I said as more tears streamed down my cheeks. "Please don't lie to me.. " I cried even more when she cupped both of my cheeks with her hands. She pressed her lips softly to mine and my hands found her hair, tangling in her brown locks.
That kiss was everything. It sent chills down to my spine and when the realization hit me, I pulled her even closer to me. We pulled away and I looked into her eyes before I started sobbing, burying my head in the crook of her neck as her hands held me close.