Feel Again (girlxgirl)

Full Moon.

Jessica's POV

I spent the last couple of weeks training for the upcoming battle and at nights, Kristen's embrace comorted me. the whole situation seems so unreal to me, I spent all my life worrying about my grades to make it to a good college and now, what's all this compared to the value of my life? to the value of Kristen's life? i'm a lot more messed up that I thought. instead of worrying about heartbreaks, I need to worry about my heart to be ripped out of my chest, literally.

How did everything change so quickly? I still remember when my mom sat me and Ashley down to have "The Talk". god, it was so embaressing.. Ash was enjoying it, she just loved to see me sitting there blushing like I never did before, she knew I was a lesbian so she just sat there and tried not to crack up whenever my mom looked at me and explained to me about the birds and the bees, little did she know, her little bird was looking at other birds sitting on the tree.

I already accepted the fact that i'm a werewolf and everything and i'm going to have to get used to it but in all honesty, it's pretty awesome. I feel so powerful and I am, I can break a freaking tree with a snap of my finger. I can share thoughts with Kristen and it really comes in handy if i'll ever get into trouble. and when I run, my paws hit the ground and I feel the wind brushing over my skin, I feel like i'm in my own little world. the training is rather exciting, not to mention i'm kicking ass so I suppose that's good and now I have a bigger challenge since Ashley turned as well about a week ago. i'm still kicking ass though don't get me wrong.

I woke up next to a goddess. it seriously looked like it. she was stunningly beautiful, her hair all messed up, the look on her face was so peacful. the sun hit her bare back through the window and I traced with my finger on every curve her bones made underneath her skin, following the lines of her scars, the lines of the big imprintion mark I left on her after making love to her beautiful body. she opened her eyes slowly and looked at me, a smile appearing on her face. she was breathtaking.

"hey," she said smiling at me. "why are you up so early?"

"I'm just admiring your body." I smiled and placed a soft kiss on her shoulder.

"which parts were you admiring?" she looked at me with a playful smile.

"mhmm.. your back, your hands.. your legs.." I said, running my hand on each part of her body and pushed her gently on her back and climbed ontop of her, still running my hands on her body. "your stomach, your chest.. your lips." I said and kissed her softly.

"is that it?" she asked and I kissed her again.

"no, there are more," I kissed her again. "but I would much rather to show them to you." I said and crushed my lips with hers. she tangled her hands in my hair and pushed herself up into me. her hands roamed my body and I started kissing her with much more passion. I started moving my body on hers and she let out a moan, our bodies moving together in the same rythem. I kissed down to her neck as I was moving and she scratched my back, leaving red lines after her. her back arched into me, I kissed her neck, the noises she was making echoed in my head and every bone in my body was on fire. she was'nt screaming, this was much more powerful, too powerful to even make a sound, just a few soft noises. I took her hand and held it with mine, our fingers interwined. we were both breathing hard, I felt her heartbeat, beating in sync with my heart. finally, we both made our last intake of breath and I kissed her lips. she kissed me softly and opened her eyes to look at me, her breath still on the process of going back to normal.

"I love you." she said, close to a whisper.

"I love you." I said back and we smiled softly at each other, her hand putting locks of hair out of my face and behind my ear. that girl is everything i've ever dreamed of, she's just so amazing, in all aspects.