Feel Again (girlxgirl)

Mine

Ashley's POV

"Hey hey, calm down. it was just a dream.." I said to her as I kissed her forehead. I woke up to Jessica screaming in the middle of the night. it's been happening a lot lately. she's screaming in her sleep and when she wakes up everything comes back. the accident brought a lot more than grief to this family, she screams almost every night. she says she's okay but I don't believe her. I held her close to me and whispered that it's over in her ear. but she kept sobbing, remembering the events of that night.

"calm down Jess, it was just a dream. it's over now. everything is alright" I tried to calm her down. eventually she fell a sleep in my arms and I covered her with her blanket and kissed her forehead. I hope everything will get to normal soon, I can't stand seeing her hurt like this. even more, now that that stupid skunky bitch cheated on her.. how can you cheat on someone so great like my sister? I just don't get it. she gave her everything.

Jessica's POV

God I hate school... I do not get why I need to get through this horrible thing. the teachers hate me, my grades are crap, the boys here are disgusting pervs, not to mention the photography club which is actually a disguise to the most homophobic students at school. most of them are the popular kids, you know the cheerleaders and the jocks.. and as a photography club member, they have to snap a picture of all of the gay kids's most embarrassing moments, print them and hang all around school, like that time that cheerleader, Daniel, spilled a smoothie all over me... while I was wearing a white shirt.. next thing I knew, I see pictures tossed at me while yelling "nice boobs!"..... that was horrible.

"Jessica! wait!" I heard someone yelling behind me at the school's parking lot. I turned around and here is the girl I hate the most right now. just shoot me. "hey, you think we could talk?" she said breathing heavy from running.

"just make it quick" I said, better to get over with it now.

"I wanted to apologise. what I did to you was bad and unforgivable and i'm sorry. i'm sorry I did what I did and i'd do anything to fix it. if you just give me one last chance i'll-"

"oh, come on!" I cut her off. "you have got to be kidding me! after everything you did, you dare to come and ask another chance from me?" this girl is really trying to piss me off..

"I know what you're thinking but I can fix it! I can fix us! I want to be with you Jess, more than anything" she said, reaching to grab my hand but I pulled back.

"no you can't, Sarah. you can't fix us. you didn't just broke us, you blew it. I gave you everything and you went and cheated on me!" I started to raise my voice.

"I know and I regret that!" there was a silence for a little while. "I love you Jess-"

I chuckled and cut her off once again. "go fuck yourself Sarah, if you really loved me you would'nt cheat on me twice." I was on the edge of tears when I felt a hand around my waist. I looked to my side and saw Kristen standing there.

"back off Sarah." she said with a glare. Sarah looked at her and then back at me and back to Kristen again. " who are you to give me orders? i'll talk to my girlfriend whenever I want too." she said stepping towards Kris.

"i'm not your girlfriend." I said coldly.

"she is a girlfriend just not so much 'yours' but more like 'mine'" Kris said with a satisfied look on her face. did she just say I was her girlfriend? I mean i'd like to be at some point but we only kissed once. is'nt that early to say we're official?

Sarah looked at me and then out of the freaking blue I saw Kris getting shoved to the ground and I heard a growl i've never heard before. before I knew it Kris stood and shoved Sarah against the car, doing that weird growl again. her hand was on Sarah's neck and she looked so pissed..