Feel Again (girlxgirl)

Fights

Kristen's POV

She's avoiding. why is she avoiding?. she said she's ok with this.. I just don't get it. one minute she says she's in love with me after what? two three weeks? and than she's just ignoring me. does'nt answer my texts or my calls, even turns around and walks the other direction when she sees me in the school's hall.. I believe I deserve some explantion....

she can't sweep me off my feet, make me fall in love with her and then just walk away. it's not fair. so I don't care anymore. I don't care if she does'nt want to talk to me, I don't care if I have to pin her on the floor, I don't care if there's a volcano exploding and there's lava all around us, she is going to talk to me.

Here we go. c'mon Kris you can do it. get it together and just go for it, just do it! ok she's walking, she does'nt see you... I pulled her arm and pushed her into the girls bathroom.

"what are you doing?!" she screamed at me and pulled her arm off my grisp .

"trying to talk to you since you've been avoiding me all week!" I said back. she frowned and looked on the floor. "why are'nt you speaking to me?" I said almost in a whisper as I stepped forward and she flinched away. "you're scared" I said, backing away.

"no- i'm not, i'm just... i'm not " she said still not looking at me. I stepped closer to her slowly and she flinched again but instead of backing away, I put my hand on her cheek and she sighed and raised her head, looking in my eyes.

"yes, you are," I caressed her cheek with my thumb. "and it's ok. I understand, just don't push me. i'll never hurt you, never." she looked in my eyes with her blue-green eyes that I could stare at forever. "you don't get to push me, not after you made me fall for you, you don't get to do that," I could see my vision getting blury and my eyes filled with tears. "but I can't be with you right now, you're not ready for this." she shook her head and wiped the tears that have fallen.

"no. no, I am ready. i'm ready. i'm not scared, i'm in love with you" she cried.

"you're not ready. there's too much feelings you're having, Sarah and me being a werewolf.. you need time." she put both of her hands on my cheeks and shook her head no again. I leaned in and kissed her, pulling away I rested my forehead on hers. "i'm in love with you" I said as I put my hands on hers and pulled them down from my face as I backed away. "you need time, and i'm in love with you" I said and left the bathroom. I think I did what had to be done. she's scared and she's not ready for this. I walked to my car and drove home to talk to Isabelle. I had to talk to someone.

I walked in the house and heard my dad yelling at me immediatly.

"why on earth are'nt you answering your phone?!" he yelled and I saw my mom and my brothers closing their phones and sighing.

"i'm sorry, I must have forgot to open it after school.." I saw my mom's teary eyes. "why?what happened?" I started to worrie. my mom came and huged me "we thought something happened to you, i'm so glad you're safe hunny, we thought you've been hurt too.." she pulled away looking at me and tears fell from her eyes.

"too?.. what do you mean 'too'?! who got hurt?" I asked, looking at my dad than back at my mom and I realized. Isabelle. "where is she?" I asked them. "where is she?!!" I screamed. my brother Keegan took me to her room and I saw her laying on her bed with tubes going in and out off her, bandages everywhere soaked with blood.

"Isabelle?.. what happened?... Issy, Issy... Isabelle!" my brother held me back and pulled me to the living room.

"the one who fought with you last week, William, brought himself some back up. somehow they found out where we live and they attacked Isabelle as a pay back. your brothers came in time and scared them away." my dad said to me as my Keegan sat me next to him.