Our Little Secret

Kade (3)

The day feels like it will never end. I'm so anxious to go to the palace tomorrow I just want to get it over with. The night finally arrives and i catch myself still looking at all of Romans Instagram. God why the fuck am I so obsessed? His face is like a drug. I cant get enough of it.

I turn off my phone and make some dinner. I decide to make some frozen pizza. As it's in the oven, I double check my bag to make sure I have everything I need. All this waiting is fucking annoying. I quickly make my bed and neaten up my room. I hear the oven beeping and I go to take out my pizza. I place the pizza to the side as I get a call from Jason. I answer.

"Dude what the fuck did you do?" He says to me in a worried voice.

"Who the fuck do you think you are to talk to me like this?" I respond.

"Why did I just get an email saying im going to the palace with you. Why the fuck would you do that?"

I pause for a second. Why would he be upset? I thought I was doing him a favor.

"You know what. Don't come you ungrateful little bitch. I don't care. I thought you would want to look out for Jess but apparently not. If you show up tomorrow so help me I will shoot you." I respond and immediately hang up.

There goes my nice night. I eat a couple slices of pizza and put the rest in the fridge. I sit on my couch and turn on the tv. It somehow lands on a movie and I sit there and watch it for a little while. Soon enough it becomes late and I decide I should get some sleep for I have a big day tomorrow.

I turn off the tv and walk into my room. I change into my shorts and get under the covers. I reach for my phone and I see Jason's message.

"I'm sorry man I'm not trying to be ungrateful, I just can't get arrested again. I don't want people knowing where I am. I shouldn't have talked to you like that im sorry."

I've bailed Jason out three times now. The last time I bailed him out he seemed very shaken up. I didn't want to upset him with it so I never asked questions. I sigh and start to type.

"It's okay man. Just don't you dare talk to me like that again. Come by my house tomorrow at four if you would like. I understand if you don't want to."

I hit send and turn off my phone. I shut my eyes and drift off into a dream...

He smells like royalty. He lays in my bed with me with our legs tangled together. I'm up but he continues to sleep. His breathing patterns were even sexy. I hear him shift and I could tell he was now awake. I look towards him. He grabs the back of my head and pulls me in for a kiss.

Tasting him was the only thing I've ever craved. I climb on top of him and start kissing my way down. He had his shorts on so I slowly pulled them down. He started grunting and I was about to lose it. I go back up to his lips just to tease him...

I shoot straight up. What the hell. I cant get him out of my mind. I've never felt like this for anyone before. I haven't even met the guy and I'm already obsessed with him. But I know it's not right. I know I will never be able to have him. Look at me. I'm a fucking mafia leader. And for gods sake we're going down there for him to meet a woman who could be his wife. I shake my head in the thought.

It's four in the morning. I grab my phone and open Instagram. I pull up his page and start looking at all his photos again. He's blue eyes that light up. His pale skin that was so smooth. His blond hair that fell in all the right directions.

I shut off my phone again and try to go back to sleep. This time, without dreaming.

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A/N- Hey guys! Thank you so much for six reads! I cannot believe people actually are reading this. I hope you guys are enjoying it so far. I know it's very slow to start but I promise it will become more fast paced. I will update as much as I can. Again thank you for six reads it really means the world. 💕

-Katie