Our Little Secret

Roman (10)

Kade opens his door and starts to climb out. I follow behind him and join him standing in front of his house. My father was no where to be found so he must of just gone to his office.

"Here follow me." I hear Kade say.

I follow him through the door and I look around.

"Wow you have one big house for a single person." I say with a laugh.

"Well, when you run a mafia, you host many parties." He says emotionless.

He starts walking up his stairs and i follow. He walks into his room. I stop before I walk in. 

"You can come in. You don't have to ask to go in any room. I don't mind." He says looking at me.

I step in and my eyes start to travel all over the room. I walk over to his bed and I trace my hand over the comforter. It's soft and cold. When I look up I see Kades eyes on me. I walk over to him. We stand a couple of feet apart until he grabs me and pulls me in.

We kiss for a second until we hear people coming. I shoot back and we look at each other.

"Look since no ones going to notice I was wondering if you would want to sleep in here. You don't have to sleep in the bed. Or I could sleep on the floor or- you know what, just sleep in here, please." Kade says avoiding looking at me.

"Kade, look at me when you talk." I say teasingly.

"I would love to sleep here. But in the bed." I say

"Yeah that's fine I'll just-"

"But you need to be in the bed too." I say cutting him off.

He shoots his head up at me. He tackles me on the bed and we kiss. Our tongues tasing one another. We're both breathless. We kiss until we hear someone come through the front door. We look at each other and laugh. His laugh is so contagious. I love his laugh almost as much as his moans-

He gets off of me. We straighten our clothes out and walk downstairs.

I see my parents at the front door and I nod my heads to both of them.

"Kade what time did you tell the guests to come?" My father asks.

"I said around six. I can tell them to come earlier or later if that what you wish." Kade responds.

"No six is good. That's in a couple of hours. I'm going to need a room to get ready." My father demands.

"Second door to your left upstairs." Kade says with a smile.

My father nods his head. That was the room farthest away from Kades. I'm glad he's doing this.

"Kade we should go get ready." I say breaking the silence between us.

"Yeah come on let's go." He responds.

I lead the way and head straight for his room. I see he put my bags in the closet. I grab them and grab my stuff for the shower. I shower while Kade just gets dressed. When I'm finished I grab my towel and tie it around my waist.

I walk out out of the bathroom and our eyes meet. I could get lost in his eyes. I want to say something but I don't know how he will respond.

"Kade..."

"Yes roman."

"What happened with your parents?"

"Dont worry about it sweetheart"

"Wait so you get to know all about my life and I get shut out of yours?" I ask.

"It's for your own good. You're not ready for the truth.. Just don't ask anymore questions." His voice is cold.

"God I trust you with everything and you can't trust me." I say putting on my clothes.

"It's not that Roman. It's hard. I just don't want to hurt your big heart." He says.

"I can take it."

"No you cant. This conversation is over." He says walking out.

What the actual fuck. He doesn't get to talk to me like that. He could've just told me.

I finish getting dressed and I head downstairs. I grab my phone and see a message from Kade.

"I'm sorry. I'll tell you about it after the party."

I start typing.

"Okay it's okay your forgiven. I'm sorry too. I'll make it up to you later tonight. Oh you'll be screaming" I hit send.

"Watch it." He responds instantly.

This sends chills up my spine. I know he said im on strike two but I keep pushing it. I don't care if I get to strike three or whatever. I want Kade to call me his. I want him to do whatever the hell he wants with me.

One day I want to be in control. I want to tease him the way he teases me.

I walk downstairs and I see everyone standing in the kitchen. It's five thirty and the house is all ready. Kade starts walking over to me when we're alone and I walk away. It's my turn to tease him. He has to be overthinking this and I love the thought of him being insecure. I'm the one holding the power now.

Six o'clock rolls around and the guests start to roll in. Oh tonight's going to be fun.