Our Little Secret

Roman (6)

Im still shocked with what happened in Kades room. Getting this news did not help in any way. I didn't think he would be so dominant. He's figuring out my weakness and he's using it against me. It infuriates me. But i also love it.

I told myself I wouldn't obsess over him but that's exactly what I'm doing. He's now going to be at all our parties, he will be here at the palace a lot more. I really don't want him to be here but I also don't want him to leave. I still need to focus on Jess. Maybe she doesn't even feel anything with me. I don't want to break her heart.

My father and Kade are having a conversation. I'm too wrapped up in my thoughts to even listen to them. I just sit there silently and eat my lobster. Kades laugh brings me back to reality. My head snaps up and I get everyone's attention. Mother looks at me with a concerned look.

"Are you okay Roman?" My father asks.

I didn't want to look like anymore of a baby in front of Kade.

"Yeah I'm okay I just need some air." I say as I get up.

My father nods his head and I walk outside into the garden. We have a bench hidden behind the fence that I always sneak away to. No one knows about it. It's like a little safe place for me. I go to sit on the bench when I hear shuffling. Who would follow me here?

It's Kade. He followed me all this way. Why does he care? He comes behind the fence and we lock eyes again. I stand up and he goes to sit.

"I never said you could sit." I say with a confident tone.

"I don't give a fuck." He says in a harsh tone.

This sends chills up my spine. I slowly sit back down next to him.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks.

I cant believe he cares. He doesn't seem like someone that would. I shake my head no as I look down at the ground. I feel a hand grab my face.

"Use your words and look at me when you talk." He says grabbing my face forcing me to look at him.

I gulp.

"No, I don't want to talk about it." I say in a quiet voice.

He stares at my lips. This makes me go hard. I shift my legs to hide it and he lets go of my face. I look away and hear him chuckle. God I'm such an idiot. Why am I getting turned on by this.

"What's so funny?" I ask.

"Oh nothing." He says leaning into my ear.

I straighten my back.

"Nothing at all sweetheart." He whispers in my ear.

He stands up and walks away. Sweetheart. A name that only he has ever called me. This puts butterflies in my stomach. God I need to talk to Jess so I don't break her heart.

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A couple of minutes later I decided to go back inside. Everyone is still at the table. They all sit there in silence. My mothers head looks up when I walk in the room.

"Are you okay honey?" She asks.

"Yeah I just needed the air." I say glancing at Kade.

I sit there for a minute before I make a quick decision.

"I'm going to go to bed. I think I'm just exhausted." I say standing up.

"I think I will do the same." Kade says.

I kiss my mother goodnight and nod my head to my father and start to jog upstairs. I hear Kade saying goodnight to everyone. I hid behind the wall so I could listen.

"I can tell you guys are going to be great friends." I hear my mother say.

Im still hiding when all of a sudden i see Kade in front of me.

"Oh I'm- really sorry I didn't- Im sorry." I say while we just stand there.

"Oh so your stalking me now." Kade says with a smirk.

"No I was just..."

"Save it sweetheart. Just get me a glass of water and bring it to my room." He says with a demanding voice.

I nod my head and try to walk away when I feel his hand again.

"Words Roman." He says looking into my eyes.

"Yes I'll grab it right away." I say with panic in my eyes.

"Good boy." He says and let's go.

He starts to walk up the stairs and i go to the kitchen to get his water. Good boy. God he's so hot. I just want to rip his clothes off and get under him. But look at him. He probably had a girlfriend at home.

As I walk into the kitchen I see Jess there. Shit.

"Jess, I'm sorry I haven't seen you much." I say.

"Oh it's okay. I think I'm gonna go home. My father is sick he just called me. I need to go take care of him. I'm really sorry." She says.

"No please go take care of him. It was lovely meeting you. When are you leaving?" I ask.

"I'm a couple of minutes actually I was just getting a water." She answers.

I say goodbye and grab a water for Kade. I jog up the stairs when I see Kades door open. I walk in and place the water on his nightstand. I see he has unpacked all his stuff. He really is staying here for a while. I start to walk around. I open his drawers and look at all his shirts. I turn around and see Kade with a towel around his waist and his hair all wet. He just showered.

"Snooping now aren't you sweetheart." He says smirking.

"I'm really sorry Kade I'm leaving right now." I say getting ready to leave.

I walk over to the door when I see his arm shut it. I turn around and he pushes me up against the door.

"Who said you had to leave?" He asks with this devilish look on his face.

Holy. Fucking. Shit.

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