Our Little Secret

Roman (14)

Last night was amazing. Kade was amazing. I had the best time last night. I wake up cuddled up into Kades arms. Our legs tangled together. His breathing was steady. I didn't want to wake him so I slowly made my way out of his grip. I swing my legs over carefully and stand up.

As I start to walk, everything hurts. I groan in pain without thinking. My head shoots back towards Kade. I didn't want him to know I was gone. He takes a deep breath in and releases it. I hold my breath walk towards the bathroom.

As I look into the mirror I see all of the hickeys Kade left. I trace my fingers over the ones on my neck. I slowly work my way to all of them. I stop myself from tracing the ones on my chest. I grab a towel and begin to wash my face. As the warm water touches my face, I feel fresh.

I go to grab for my towel with my eyes closed. I place the towel over my face and start patting it dry. As I do this, I feel cold hands grab my waist. I feel something hard behind me and it immediately catches my attention. My head shoots up from the towel.

"I never said you could leave the bed darling." Kade says into my ear.

It sends chills down my spine. My back straightens and Kades hands start to travel up my waist. He traces his fingers across the hickeys on my v-line. I take a deep breath in and lean my head back. I watch him move his hands up my body through the mirror.

He begins kissing my neck again. Nothing to harsh, just light kisses. He turns me around and kisses my check.

"Kade I haven't brushed my teeth yet." I say getting red.

"That's okay, I'll get you one." He says turning around. He walks out of the room and a few seconds later he comes back with a red toothbrush.

We both brush our teeth. Kade doesn't look at me but I can't keep my eyes off him. We rinse our mouths out and turn to each other. He slowly kisses my check and works his way to my lips. His hands travel to my sweatpants and he starts to undo them.

"Okay but let's actually shower this time." I say with a smirk pulling away.

"Whatever you would like darling."

We both get undressed and get in the shower. We stand close to each other so we can stay u see the water. He grabs the shampoo and I grab it out of his hands.

"No I want to shampoo your hair this time." I say putting some on my hands.

Kade laughs and I start to run my hands through his hair. He leans his head back and I continue to scrub his hair. I do this for a while until finally I say to rinse. I was my hair and then grab the body wash.

Kade looks at me with a devilish smile and grabs it out of my hands.

"My turn." He says.

I shake my head and he turns me around. He holds my shoulders so I'm pressed up against him. He puts the body wash on a loofa and starts to glide it down my chest. He lets it foam up before he moves down. He washes me slowly and carefully. He acts like I'm going to break if he touches me wrong. Which is weird for him to do after what happened last night.

Once he makes it further down I hold my breath. He laughs and continues. Once he finishes he lets me rinse. He washes his body and rinses his body off and we get out. I grab his towel and hand it to him. We looks at me and smiles. This warms my heart.

We dry off and change. We put of fresh pairs of sweatpants and start to head downstairs. As we go down i pause in the middle of the staircase. Kade notices and stops too.

"What's wrong?"

I hesitate before I answer him. I don't want him to snap again so this time, I ask slowly.

"How did it go last night?"

I hear his breathing hitch.

"What do you mean?" He asks oblivious.

"You know, with the Dixon mafia?"

He pauses. He opens his mouth to talk but nothing comes out. He closes his mouth and starts to think.

"I did what had to be done. Don't worry about it." He responds.

I nod.

"For fucks wake Roman words." He says.

"Okay, Okay im sorry." I say laughing.

He laughs back and we start walking down the stairs again. He heads into the kitchen and I follow him like a puppy. He looks into his pantry and his fridge.

"I'll make pancakes." I offer.

"Will you now?"

"Anything for you love." I say without thinking.

It just came out. It felt like second nature. It catches Kades attention.

"Love. I like that. Call me that from now on." He says slightly smiling.

This man is slowly stealing my heart. But the funny thing is, he can have it, I want him to have it.

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