The girl that's lost. (Deku x villain reader)

Not fair

(Hero costume. Not mine)

I followed the pink girl and the rest of the girls. I was behind the group. They jumped and squealed and laughed. It's a little annoying to be honest.

We got to the dressing room and I found my locker. I opened it and started to get undressed. I took my shirt off and then the girls decided to include me.

"Hey Y/n......whoa you have a lot of scars."

"Yeah some look pretty bad how did you get them?"

"That's nun of your business."

I put my shirt in my locker and started taking my skirt off.

"Aw come on girl you don't have to be like that. We won't judge you or anything. We are all friends here."

"I don't want friends."

"Hm ok."

I started to put my costume on. Of course Tomura made it so revealing. I hate him. Once I got it on I started to put my hair up.

"No Uraraka leave her alone."

The brunette girl from lunch walked over to me.

"Look we are just trying to be nice to you. You don't have to be so mean."

I slammed my locker. I turned to her and looked her up and down.

"You don't know me. I'm naturally mean. You don't know what happened and you don't need to. I don't give a damn if you're trying to be nice. I'm not spilling out all my problems and life story to people who won't get it. I'm not like you that much is obvious. I don't have slumber parties I don't do my nails and I don't share my secrets ok."

I opened my locker. The stress and anxiety getting worse. I got a cigarette and lit it. Putting it in my mouth.

"Now leave me alone."

I throw my lighter back in my locker and shoulder checked the girl as I past. I walked out the door and went to the wall. I leaned against it and sat down on the floor. I didn't think that this mission would have people up my ass all the time. I just want to be left alone.
When the boys door opened I put my cigarette out on my thigh. I don't want to get yelled at by that class rep or whatever. I stood up and leaned against the wall.

"Hello."

I looked over and it's the green haired boy again. He's not that annoying. He has what I'm guessing is the gym Uniform on.

"Hey."

"I like your hero costume."

"Thanks. Where's yours?"

"Oh it got destroyed."

"Hm ok."

He rubbed the back of his neck and stood not to close to me waiting for the others.

"Um Kurogiri."

"Hm?"

"Um I know you probably don't like people much. Homeschooled and all but if you ever want to talk to someone or just have company you're welcome to talk to me. Since I sit in front of you and everything and I wouldn't judge you or anything you don't even have to talk. Just so you know when you're ready or whatever. I'm sorry I'm rambling again I'll stop."

"It's fine. Thanks.......what's your name?"

"Oh Um you can call me Deku."

"Im not calling you that insulting name."

"Oh then um Midoriya."

"Ok."

He nodded and watched the doors. At least he's polite about it and not forcing me to open up. Everyone came out and we walked to ground beta.

At ground beta.

"Alright hush class. Today we are doing one on one. One will be a villain the other a hero. The villain will hide in a building and the hero has to fine and try to arrest them."

Everyone talked amongst them selfs and then got quiet when Azawa spoke.

"Since we have a uneven number now one person will go twice. Now first will be Todoroki and Kurogiri. Kurogiri your the villain Todoroki the hero. Villain go ahead and hide in that building."

I nodded and walked over to the building he pointed at.

( I just rewatched the anime so let's pretend they don't know Kurogiris name ok.)

I got in the building and walked up the stairs. I found a floor and stayed there. I saw some cameras in the corner watching. I shrugged and sat on the floor. I'm use to this shit.

"Ready start."

I activated my quirk. Negative energy surrounding me. I was happily sitting there when the air started to get cold. I heard a noise and quickly moved. I jumped into the air not touching any wall or the floor or the roof. The whole room was now covered in ice. I landed on the now ice floor as quietly as I could. This has to be a cheat like what the hell. I stood up and I can hear foot steps coming from the stairs. I quietly ran and hid behind a pillar. I slowly slid down crouching as he entered the room. I let out a bigger burst of negative energy and it filled the room. Once it got to him I could feel my strength increase. This guy really thinks he can beat me.

I can hear his heavy steps on the ice his not to smart is he? He got close to me but turned. I quietly ran the opposite direction and turned the two corners around the pillar. I peaked at the red and white haired boy. He got close to the end of the little hall on the other side of the room. I quietly ran and jumped on the wall then the other and then to him. I wrapped my legs around his head and bent backwards smashing his head into the floor. I got up and quietly hid again. He got up frantically and looked around. I smiled and grabbed a peace of broken ice and throw it the other direction of me. He fell for it. I smirked getting up and running at him. I jumped and with both feet kicked him into the pillar. He went through it and hit the wall on the other side.

"Todoroki is knocked out Kurogiri wins."

I was going to walk away but I felt a little bad for some reason. I huffed and walked over picking him up. I put is arm over my shoulders and walked out the building. When outside there where two robots ready to take him. I gave him to them and they walked away with him on a stretcher.

For the rest of the day I watched the others and got a good job from the teacher.

Back at the hide out.

"And that's everything."

"Hm so the sports festival. We don't have the people for that."

"Why don't you just watch? See there quirks better?"

"Yeah I'm going to have to."

"Ok so where's my money?"

"You will get it later."

"Fine I'm out."

I got up from the bar and left. I walked home with no money for food. Kurogiri had to pay my rent so I now owe him money. I walked into my apartment and sighed putting my bag down. I walked to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. Now I only have one way to get money I really don't want to. I punched the mirror. It shattered and cut my knuckles.

I hate my life. I got nothing in return and now I have to sell myself more to pay Kurogiri and my next rent. Not to mention food.

This isn't fair.