The girl that's lost. (Deku x villain reader)

A year

Dekus POV
"Yeah if you go get dressed I will take you to see them." I said to Y/n. She got excited and got up running to my room. I watched as she ran up the stairs.

"Midoriya." I turned to Momo who called my name.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"What's with that smile?" My smile dropped and I blushed.

"Oh um it's nothing." I said looking away from her.

"I didn't notice how much you missed her." She said and I sighed sadly.

"It doesn't matter." I said she tilted her head to look at my face.

"What why if you like her that much th-." I cut her off.

"It doesn't matter. It's not her anymore." I said as I got up from my chair.

"In my opinion it's a better version of her. Midoriya she might not remember anything but it's better in a way." She said trying to make the situation better. It's weird that I have to look out for Y/n now. Usually she would have taken care of Ochaco her self.

"I know it's just hard for me ok!" I yelled.

"It doesn't matter she's a different person you can't tell me otherwise. I'm happy that she's happier then she used to be but. It's just not her ok." She nodded

"Ok." She said and I walked away going to make sure Y/n is ok.

At his room

I walked in my room and she's standing there looking at the clothes on my bed. She heard me and looked over. She pointed at them.

"What's this?" She asked.

"Those are clothes for you." I said walking over to her.

"I got them from um well I got them from your room." She looked at me.

"My room? I have a room?" She asked surprised.

"Yes remember I said you stayed here with us." Her eyes widened.

"Oh yeah I forgot you said that. I got so excited about my parents I forgot." I nodded

"It's ok." I patted her head and went to sit down at my desk. I sat and watched her as she looked at her clothes. She swayed side to side hand on her chin. I looked her up and down. My clothes being extremely baggy on her. I quickly looked up to her face when she turned to me.

"Why are they so dark and ripped up?" She asked.

"Um that's just your style that um you had." I said and looked at my lap. I turned my chair to my desk.

"Izuku?" I hummed in response.

"Are you ok?" She asked. I sighed and played with a pencil on my desk.

"Um y-yeah I'm fine." She didn't say anything for a little bit.

"This- this is bothering you is it?" She asked and I didn't answer.

"I um I can ask that Momo girl to take me if this is to much." She said and I quickly looked over. I grabbed her hands and pulled her closer.

"No no it's......fine I'm fine I promise." I pulled her closer and hugged her.

"You sure. You said we knew each other so this must be hard." She said as she put her hands on my shoulders.

"It is but your not allowed to leave my side again." She then began to run her fingers through my hair.

"How long was I gone?" She asked.

"A year." I snuggled into her stomach and she stopped her movements. I lifted my head to look at her.

"What's wrong?" I asked. She looks a little pail.

"Angel? Hey?" Her hands started to shake so I let go and grabbed her hands.

"I um I I." She started to have a panic attack. I gently helped her slowly sit on the ground. I pushed her hair out her face as tears ran down her cheeks. She kept a tight grip on my shoulders.

"Shh Y/n calm down." I tried to talk slowly and calmly. She calmed a little but not to much. I pulled her into me and we sat on the floor her in my arms. I rocked back and forth. Hoping that it would work.

We sat there for a good 30 minutes before she calmed completely down.

"Angel you ok? I'm sorry I didn't mean to trigger you." I apologize and she only nodded snuggling more into me.

"Has has it really been a year?" She asked whispering into my chest.

"I think we should talk about this later." She shook her head.

"No just answer the damn question Izuku!" She yelled shoving her face more into me.

"Uh ok. Yes it's been a year." She hugged me tighter.

"I I only remember a few months ago. Everything else is blank." She squeaked at the end of her sentence. A sign that she's started crying.

"Do you want to lay down? We can visit them tomorrow." She nodded.

"You well stay with me right?" She said as I picked her up.

"Of course. I won't leave and I will tell you anything you want to know." I said walking over to my bed.

"Thank you for everything Izu." I froze a moment at the nick name. I smiled down at her. As I set her down.

"It's no problem Angel." I said getting into bed with her.

"Y/n." I hummed and looked up at her.

"I guess I'll stick with Y/n." I smiled and moved closer to her.

"Ok Y/n."