The Accident (One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 65: All My Heart

A/N: This chapter is by far the longest EVER! It's more than 7000 words so you won't run out of stuff to read too soon! But wow I just hope you all like it and please please please it would mean the world to me to wake up with some comments filled with feedback from you guys!! But other than that I just hope you like it so thank you and happy reading! 

P.S. This is NOT I repeat NOT the last chapter so don't fret there will be another update coming soon! xox

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But sitting there, blending in with all the other miserable faces, waiting for any news, good or bad, well I didn't think I'd ever felt so alone surrounded by so many people. 

(LOUIS' POV)

"Again? Fuck it I'm coming down there right now." Harry hung up the phone and ran his fingers through his hair. He had a crazed look in his tired eyes and appeared to be about ready to give up. 

"She crashed again?" Zayn asked meekly from his spot on the couch next to Emma, glancing down at his clenched fists as if scared of what the answer might be. 

"Yeah, it's the third time tonight so I think we should all head down there to be with Liam and just wait to see what happens." Harry spoke through blurry eyes as he bit down on his lip to stop the tears from falling. It had been three days since she first crashed and since then it had been a roller coaster of her getting better, then worse, then even worse, then amazingly well, and then code blue would be called again and we'd be back to square one. 

"Okay, well I'll call the others, I'll get Paul to pick your mum up from her hotel, you grab Nora's baby bag and we'll meet downstairs in ten?" I stood up and grabbed my coat, keys, and an overnight bag. We all had everything ready to leave at a moments notice and after three phone calls and a twenty minute car ride later, Paul walked us back in through the hospital doors, for the last time. 

(NORA'S POV) 

I woke up after I'd blanked out while Liam had been laying next to me in the hospital bed. We had been trying to talk as much as we could between my episodes, which the doctors were now describing as heart attacks, but we still had so much to discuss and such little time to get through it all. We had gone over who the baby's godparents would be and had decided on Louis and Eleanor as our final choice. It had been hard because we hadn't wanted any of the other boys or their girlfriends to feel left out but we could only really picture Lou and El raising a child at this age. We had also gone over names once again and had lowered it down to two. If it was a boy he would be called Finn and if it was a girl we'd call her Audrey. We had talked about everything from where they'd spend their christmases to what age we'd let them get a puppy but I knew we were just talking about those little things to avoid the darker subjects. 

"Hey Liam," I rolled over to see his head resting on our intertwined hands but he immediately sat up, his brown eyes never leaving my own.

"Hey, hey there you are. I knew you'd wake up soon." He spoke quietly, a small smile on his perfect face as he reached his hand up to wipe the hair from my face and the tears from my eyes. It was killing me to see him hurting like this. 

"So are you ready to keep talking?" He nodded and sat up a little straighter, coming to realize that these precious moments might just be our last. 

"Now Liam I wanted to talk to you about uh, where I'd want to be buried."

"What? Nora no stop! Can you please not talk about that! You're not going to die! I won't let you, I can't loose you, please just-"

"Liam I can't just stay a rotting corpse in a hospital bed forever and you're supposed to support me! You're the only one I have left so just listen to me!"