Arsenal Academy Graduate

Travells

After a very hard week in training to prepare for the Champions League final again Lyon, it was time to fly out to Sweden for it. We're looking very good right now. Everyone has given 110% when in training and I have a feeling that we can win. Anna and I have been hanging out more and more, her and Jill have made it official that their a couple which is a kick in the teeth for me. But, I'm happy if Anna's happy.

sophieroberts20 we are ready. let's do this❤️

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We finally touch down in Sweden. We have 1 training session before the big day. I'm really excited. We have team bonding tonight to be prepared for the last session tomorrow.

*skip to dinner*

We all sit at our tables. I sat on a table with Beth, Viv, Lisa and Anna. For food tonight we have rice, chicken or salmon and some veggies. We ate it all up and started playing UNO with some of the others on the team. Beth and I teamed up against the others. We ended up beating everyone and they all became sour losers. Jonas and his staff set up a cinema room in the hotel room so we could hang out and watch a film before bed.

We all played some pool, table tennis and more UNO before heading into the cinema room. For some reason everyone decided that they wanted to watch a Romantic film called The Notebook. This is going to end I'm tears, I can feel it. Majority of the couples sat next to eachother which are Lisa and Viv, Leah and Jord, Lia and Caitlin, everyone else just sat by a friend. Every seat was taken except for the one by Anna. How ironic, this is going to be awkward because this was our comfort film to watch together.

Sophie: Hi Anna, sorry to be a pain but this seat is the only one available, I could go and sit on the floor if you want. I don't want it to be uncomfortable between us.

Anna: Don't be so silly, take the seat. I've even brought you some tissues because I know how this film makes you feel.

I smile and take the seat next to her. I thought I was over her. I'm clearly not. This sucks.

Katie: Okay guys, quiet down. And to all the couples in here, no funny business please. Enjoy the film chicks

Everyone laughs for a second and the room becomes silent as the film starts. It's always at that one scene where it gets too much for me and I just can't help but cry. I didn't want the team to see me cry so I walked out of the room. I found it weird how the door didn't close straight after but then I saw Anna follow behind me.

Anna: Soph, come here please. Can I please just give you a cuddle

I nod and she brings me in close to her chest

Anna: I knew you'd cry at that scene, you always do. But don't worry, I'm here. I'll hold you for as long as you want me to.

Sophie: You remembered eh? Can you just hold me for a little while longer please.

Anna: Of course, why don't we head into the lounge room so we can just cuddle on the couch.

We head into the lounge room and we just lay there until the movie had finished. Jord and Leah came into the room and Anna instantly let go of me. My smile now became a frown. They both came over and Anna then went back into the cinema room.

Leah: What was that all about? You okay?

Sophie: Yeah I'm good, the film just brought me to tears. It brings up the memories of Anna and I. She just wanted to comfort me. But I guess she just doesn't want to be seen with me.

Leah: Hey hey, it's okay. You're okay. You can come to the room with Jordan and I and we can cuddle there.

Jordan: We love you Soph and we just want you to be happy. As much as it'll hurt, you need to move on from her. Of course you're friends but I feel like you still like her and the feelings aren't mutual. Just be careful okay. You deserve better.

Leah: Jord that was a little harsh. But we do love you.

I nod and we started to head to their room. The three of us just lay on the bed and just cuddled while watching friends. Everyone else had gone to their rooms.

It was currently 11:00pm. We had training early in the morning so I started to make my way back to my room. After saying my goodnight to Jord and Leah, my phone pinged. I didn't look at it until I got to my room. It was from Anna.

Text with Anna

Anna <3

Hey Soph, sorry about earlier. I was just scared that they'd have a go at me and stuff. I know hiw close they are to you so they're protective over you. I hope you feel better. If you need some more cuddles, my room number is 304. ❤️

Sophie

Hey Anna, it's okay. It kinda hurts but it'll be fine. Next time, don't think about other peoples feelings before ours. Goodnight. ❤️

I just lay there on my bed just thinking about her. Why do I still like her after everything?